Jordann: Poems

Apr 2018 · 330

Your Wife

Jordann Apr 2018

I envied her
For having
All that I thought I wanted

Now
Every night
I pray for her
Hoping she finds the strength
To escape the sharp and rusted hooks
Of your abuse.

~ j.p.

#toxic #abuse #envy #acceptance #letting #go

Apr 2018 · 227

Letting Go

Jordann Apr 2018

Letting Go

I had always felt like a blue whale.
Struggling to stretch from your net.
Beached in the shallows of your ego.

But I was built with the lungs
The heart
And the strength
To dive
Deeper
Than you’d ever let me.

- Letting you go was the beginning of me.

#letting #go #love #ego #acceptance #moving #on #grief

Apr 2018 · 231

To My Mother & Father

Jordann Apr 2018

To My Mother & Father

How could I tell you
About the abuse
When my whole life
You fought tooth and nail
To provide me the tools
To protect myself?

#abuse #parents #acceptance #mom #dad

Apr 2018 · 171

Untitled 2

Jordann Apr 2018

Untitled 2

I was so concerned about my own pain
That I forgot how the world crushed you
Over and over again

And yet

You still you found
the strength
To love me.

- Bravery

#love #bravery #courage #abuse

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