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281 · Jul 2017
Reflections on a Dead Mouse
John Niederbuhl Jul 2017
I sat on the porch
In front of the house
Watching the flies buzz
Around a dead mouse.
He lay on his side
With tongue sticking out;
They walked on his ribs
And lit on his snout.
His four little legs
Stretched sadly in vain,
Never to run
Through the meadows again.  

How did he feel
When he first met the cat?
I wondered...he lay there,
So stiff on the mat.
Was his reaction a
Squeak of surprise?
Did he see his life flash
In the cat's eyes?
When sharp claws and teeth
Held him like a tomb,
Did he think, maybe somehow,
He'd make it back home?  

Suddenly,
I was approached by a fly
That flew in my face
And lit near my eye.
He seemed self-assured,
Hungry and bold,
Acting like flies have
Since ice has been cold.
I tossed my head back
And shooed him away:
"Little fly", I said,
"Today's not the day.".
280 · Oct 2016
Autumn Scene
John Niederbuhl Oct 2016
Beneath my feet, leaves
Fallen on the woodland path,
Souls of summer past.
279 · May 2019
Time Travel
John Niederbuhl May 2019
You seek time travel?
Then go to where time exists--
Go to your own mind
I think time is a product of our minds
278 · Aug 2019
Half Empty
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
The graveyard is large
With many empty spaces
Waiting to be filled
278 · Jun 2019
Memories
John Niederbuhl Jun 2019
Huge, white clouds that drift
Stately, shifting, rounded shapes
Younger days recall
277 · Jun 2019
Winter in Spring
John Niederbuhl Jun 2019
Dandelion seeds
And apple blossom petals
Drifting springtime snow
Seasonal
277 · Apr 2017
Prisoner of Spring
John Niederbuhl Apr 2017
Lying motionless
Silent
Softly breathing
Eyes closed
Seeming inert
But willing
Oh so willing
Sun on the wall
Ice melting from the roof
Coat hangers sliding
Along a metal bar
Water splashing
Things coming alive
But barely
Early in the season
Sounds pajamas make
At the calves
When she's walking
Room to room
Motionless me
So very still
Like water in the sink
Not moving a muscle
Lest the mind go elsewhere
268 · Mar 2018
Memories of Summer
John Niederbuhl Mar 2018
Scattered, gray-white clouds
Bygone summer days recall
Drifting north to south
267 · Sep 2017
Its Over
John Niederbuhl Sep 2017
Once the lightest snowfall comes
That clings to roofs and lawns
Like the silk slip clung to your hips,
The summer is over, completely gone.
We remember what never happened,
And because the years go in a circle,
We think our lives do,
When what they really do is unwind
Like a twisted thread,
Frequently changing direction.
Thought we yearn for it all winter,
It is a new summer that comes--
Not the old one.
We think when the summer returns
Things will be what they were,
But once its gone, its gone forever.
266 · Apr 2017
New Love
John Niederbuhl Apr 2017
New love's a smooth and silky cloak,
A light frost cool and sheer,
A gentle, curious garment
I wear when you are near.

Waken first day of summer!
Cast off thy repose,
Come with me in the misty dawn--
Oh, that the sun ne'er rose

To chase the mist from the meadow
And dry the dew from the lawn,
To find us at noon in the garden,
Walking love's path further on....
a fragment
262 · Jun 2019
Don't You Wish
John Niederbuhl Jun 2019
Down on the green fleece jacket
The one with the piping white
Green like emeralds the jacket
Her hair, coal black like night.

The golden heart suspended
And chain about her neck,
Spend the hours close to her--
In heaven, I expect.

The hair net worn professional
A trend for fashion sets
When all beneath beguiles the eye
A crown on her it rests.

Once, I saw her run the square
A brisk and steady pace
Dressed in black from head to toe
A stern, determined face.  

I'm wishing I could run with her,
But that can never be--
Except maybe from time to time--
In a fantasy...
From way back when
261 · Aug 2019
Summer Clouds
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
All of them are clouds
All the loves of my long life
Summer clouds that drift
258 · Aug 2017
Reverie
John Niederbuhl Aug 2017
The morning is pushing in
Through a spot where the drapes are parted,
And I'm still lying in bed
With no urge at all to get started.

Meanwhile a spider spins her web
Then steals on silent spider feet
Back to her spot under the eaves
Where she waits for something to eat.

A robin finds a juicy worm
Then flies with it back to her nest
She takes a bite or two for herself
And gives her children the rest.  

A bee is buzzing busily
Gathering nectar for the queen
Back at the hive, he does a dance
Telling the drones where he has been.

Each one acts as nature designed
And that is what shall ensue:
I'll lie here until the dew dries
And think up a poem or two.
Doing what comes naturally
256 · Aug 2017
Portrait of a Diner Chef
John Niederbuhl Aug 2017
She comes from the grill
Wearing her blue, happy chef, skull cap
Raising, on palms outstretched,
Two plates stacked with pancakes
Steaming, round and golden,
To set them, dramatically, on "the line"
For one of the wait staff to pick up.
After that, she looks out at the people
And smiles for no obvious reason
With a smile that lights up the whole restaurant.
Then she goes back to the grill, grabs her spatula,
And pushes the home fires around...
A happy chef whose happiness is contagious
253 · Feb 2017
Our Romance
John Niederbuhl Feb 2017
We'd float like two clouds
Through the sky all day
From the rising sun
'Til its setting ray
There would be nothing
That wouldn't be play
And all things but us
Would just fade away
251 · Oct 2016
Poetic Math
John Niederbuhl Oct 2016
Odds are that compared
To folks on other planets
We are average
When you don't know anything, predict the mean
249 · Sep 2017
Sounds
John Niederbuhl Sep 2017
Warm spring rain on a tin roof
When I'm out after dark alone,

Snow-muffled tires of a car passing by
When I'm little and tucked in at home,

A song sparrow's voice in the morning
From somewhere high in the trees,

A brook's hoarse roar when the snow melts
And wind in the evening leaves,

The crackling coals of a campfire
The smack of a ball on a bat,

A chainsaw deep in the forest
As I drift away on my nap:

Sounds that bring life to life,
From childhood 'til I turn gray:

If I weren't here to hear them
Would they still sound the same way ?
So many great things to hear....
249 · Oct 2018
Mystic Dream
John Niederbuhl Oct 2018
Every bug, fish, cat, elephant, human
And every other living thing that ever
Existed or ever will exist, anytime and anywhere,
Lives in the light that goes on and on
In the endlessness of everything that
Ever was or ever will be, and everything
That any of them ever did or ever will do
Lives in that light and exists in the same moment  
Of what we call time, but nothing that
Lives in the light knows anything of time--
All any of them knows is the light.
Deep thoughts?
248 · Jul 2019
Existance
John Niederbuhl Jul 2019
Butterfly shadows
Nothing more ephemeral
Nothing less either
Infinity--the great equalizer
247 · Aug 2019
Listen
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
The wind in the leaves
Crickets chirping in August
Summer sounds we love
245 · Jul 2019
Welcome Guests
John Niederbuhl Jul 2019
In the summertime
Old memories from childhood
Visit frequently
245 · Oct 2019
Loneliness
John Niederbuhl Oct 2019
I went to a restaurant one time
With a chain-smoking woman
And spent every dime,
Going through four-hundred dollars or more.
She died, maybe cancer, I'm not sure.
In town they all talked about my stash--
Everyone said I had so much cash--
But I had barely enough to survive
With just a little left over to buy
Cider and doughnuts for kids' trick-or-treat.
After that, the long winter set in
With too little food and not enough heat.
I visited him at Halloween when I was a child
243 · Jun 2017
Like a Rock
John Niederbuhl Jun 2017
I slept like a rock on
The floor of the ocean,
Drowned in darkness--
Not needing to breathe,
Not needing to see,
Or hear, or smell or taste
Or feel anything.

I slept lie a rock on the
Floor of the ocean,
No flavor of mint,
No arms around me,
No sight of mountains,
No sound of bird songs,
No aroma of freshly baked bread--
It felt like being dead.
243 · Apr 2017
Hanging On
John Niederbuhl Apr 2017
Snow lies in the woods
Last survivor of winter
Hiding from the sun
240 · Jun 2017
Sans Coffee Blahs
John Niederbuhl Jun 2017
Well lock me in a closet and call me "Captain Jack",
I won't be myself until I get my coffee back

They say it riles up the nerves and makes a person tense
Feeling like you're being pressed while balanced on the fence

But without it life seems dull, everything moves slow,
Things I used to strive for, they interest me no more

I'm mired in inertia, lacking impetus,
Reaching out for nothing, I'm settled like the dust

I'd better brew me up a *** and make it nice and strong
I really need a cuppa joe to help me get along

To send those blahs a-packing and get back once again
To that busy, bustling world, where coffee is my friend...
I tried to give up coffee once
240 · Dec 2019
Question of the Season
John Niederbuhl Dec 2019
Christmases future:
How will they remember me
When I'm here no more?
234 · Sep 2019
In Fall
John Niederbuhl Sep 2019
Autumn winds blow strong
Filling air with falling leaves
Parted from their trees
What I see today
234 · Oct 2019
Old Man, Dry Month
John Niederbuhl Oct 2019
In this late season
I  cannot embrace the things
I loved in the spring
old man, dry month (from TSE)
232 · Aug 2017
He is Gone
John Niederbuhl Aug 2017
He died on Friday
The cars keep rushing on by
Rest in peace my friend
He is sleeping
232 · Mar 2017
Winter Scene
John Niederbuhl Mar 2017
Wisps of blown snow,
Ghosts of bygone summer days,
Cross an open field
Saw them yesterday
231 · Aug 2019
Ritual
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
Jumbo Manhattan
Filling the yellow-bird glass
Friday night, at last
haiku
229 · Aug 2017
Rhyming a Name
John Niederbuhl Aug 2017
Every Stan's a "Stan the man",
And every Eddie's a "Steady Eddie",
Every Hanna's a "Hanna banana",
And every Tammy's a "Tammy whammy".

I'm not sure where these names come from
Or why some people make rhymes with them--
It seems to be quite widely done,
Maybe that's because rhyming's fun.
228 · Oct 2016
Leaves
John Niederbuhl Oct 2016
Summer leaves
Know the secrets of the heart
And tell them to the wind.

Autumn leaves are Love's
Memory, glowing and
Cherished forever.

Winter's bare branches
Reach to heaven
And suffer for their sins
In silence.

With Spring come buds
Of Hope and Joy and, from them,
The leaves that know our hearts
So well.
226 · Dec 2016
When We Love
John Niederbuhl Dec 2016
You are the red sun rising
And I the dawn's warm glow
That's not exactly how it is,
But similar, I know

You are the moving ocean
And I the rising tide
A very hard thing to describe
But at least I tried

You are the pure white snow drifts
And I the Winter chill
That's a close description
But that's not quite it still

You are the mountain air,
And I the eagle flying,
Really, its not quite that way
But I keep on trying

Its like the barriers cease to exist
When bolts of lightning merge;
We pause--the thunder rolls away--
Then feel another surge
213 · Apr 2018
Life on Venus?
John Niederbuhl Apr 2018
A billion years is
Time, long or short, depending
On your perspective
A lot can happen in billions of years
212 · Nov 2019
Late Autumn Snow
John Niederbuhl Nov 2019
Large, gentle snowflakes
Float slowly in freezing air
Under slate-gray skies
Seen today
210 · Mar 2017
Signs of Spring
John Niederbuhl Mar 2017
Warm sunshine, snow melts,
Brook roars, exceeding its banks
Spring at last--give thanks
Early Spring in the mountains
208 · Nov 2019
In the Mountains
John Niederbuhl Nov 2019
Up here, Thanksgiving
Is the day between late fall
And early winter
In the mountains
207 · Oct 2016
Rock Star Girl Friend
John Niederbuhl Oct 2016
She's pert and a little bit sharp
I'm mellow and just a bit flat
There's a natural note between us,
And I'm totally fine with that.

We resonate best in high keys--
Jack it all up a few notches
Play hot notes in tempo upbeat
We'll dance while everyone watches.

She's a rock star, I'm her groupie
My tattoos are all about her
When she's on stage I'm attending
And high as a kite, that's for sure.

There's more to her than meets the eye
She's a dream of a special kind
I know she won't evaporate
She's there, and not just in my mind.  

She puts on a fantastic show--
Crazy dancing, extremely loud
The mob catches on, going nuts,
But she's there for me, not the crowd.  

Later, I'm back stage to hook up
(ID, special pass--all that stuff)    
Party like there's no tomorrow
Whatever we do's not enough.
205 · Oct 2019
Almost New Year
John Niederbuhl Oct 2019
After Halloween
November and December
Go by in a flash
197 · Apr 2018
Still Alive
John Niederbuhl Apr 2018
Ghosts of the past summer
Linger into late fall
Then most of them move on
To a timeless sleep that never ends
But there are some really old ghosts
That come back every spring
Just as the snow melts and
Before things get green
To recall the people they once loved
And the places they once knew
Sensed them on my morning walk
197 · Dec 2019
Nature's Bounty
John Niederbuhl Dec 2019
Winds rush through the pines
Sun breaks through the clouds and shines
Presents for our minds
195 · Aug 2017
R.I.P.
John Niederbuhl Aug 2017
I pass the graveyard,
So many souls resting there,
Death I do not fear.
193 · Aug 2019
Wall and Shadow
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
The wall is our world
The shadow is the sun
Caressing us

The wall is the people we know
The shadow is our feelings
About them

The wall is our hearts
The shadow is the distance
Between them

The wall is the truth
The shadow is what we say
About our lives

The wall is your lips
The shadow is your breath
Flowing between them

The wall is the total
Of our experience
The shadow is my memories of you

The wall is my body
The shadow is the dust
It will become
191 · Sep 2019
Final Season
John Niederbuhl Sep 2019
In the end
The heart knows its way
And when my life begins to fade
My love for you
Will fade like
Summer's green leaves
To brilliant colors
And my fruit will be
The most abundant and sweetest ever
Before it falls to earth
Leaving me with branches bare
And nothing left to reach for
But heaven
187 · Sep 2019
Impossible
John Niederbuhl Sep 2019
If everything that
Existed didn't exist
There would be nothing
Existential
184 · Jul 2019
Trying to Explain
John Niederbuhl Jul 2019
I am the red sun rising,
And you the dawn's warm glow,
It's not exactly just like that
But similar, I know.

You are the moving ocean,
And I the rising tide,
A very hard thing to describe
But at least I tried.

You are the pure, white snow drifts,
And I the Winter chill,
That's a close description
But that's not quite it still.

You are the mountain air,
And I the eagle flying--
It really isn't just that way,
But I keep on trying.

It's like the barriers cease to exist
When bolts of lightning merge;
We pause--the thunder rolls away--
Then feel another surge.
183 · Jul 2019
One Afternoon
John Niederbuhl Jul 2019
Sitting on the porch
Sunlight splashing on the lawn
Summer moving on
183 · Dec 2017
Memories
John Niederbuhl Dec 2017
Huge, white clouds that drift,
Stately, shifting, rounded shapes
Recall younger days
haiku
183 · Aug 2019
Morning Walk
John Niederbuhl Aug 2019
Early Autumn chill
Feelings of summer passing
Where did they all go?
Low 40's this morning
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