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 Jan 2022 joel hansen
SMN
you see,
that’s the problem
with being the strong one
who always offers others
a hand
everyone thinks that you
don’t need a hand and
they think you have lots
of surplus energy and no
worries

*(s.m)
Love I need!
I could not see;
Love I had
Didn't want ...
Me.....
Hostage negotiaton ....
Traded for the love that wanted me....
Still I couldnt see ........
Untill love wanted me ...... I had scorned love .......
Never satisfied ...
When the love
I wanted
..  .
Wanted me.....
I understood .....
All the more reasons that this love is the one for me ....
I just wish I wasn't so jaded scarred and ugly.......
Guess that's what she wants.    ....
My love loves me ....
I love her the best  I can ....
The gentle lover I was once before  ....
Lurking .. .
Brooding ...
Haunts me.....
Love?
Naïve young lawyer,
Quixotic quest to right wrongs,
Deemed unrightable.

What could not be done,
Creativity, hard work,
Would soon accomplish.

Love won and love lost,
Humor, drama, will expose,
Higher ed's failures.

Triumph bought with pain,
Life altering lessons learned,
Was it all in vain?
This is meant as a teaser for my novel which involves a fictionalized version of my experiences in my first academic posting as the dean of a for-profit business school in circumstances not very different from those of the fictional protagonist. You can sample 20 percent of the novel at Amazon and other booksellers, and until January 15, 2022 you can download the full ebook versions of the novel at a 40 percent discount, but only at https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1071699 by using the coupon code GL56P at checkout. The novel is also available in paperback, hardcover and ebook versions at Amazon and most booksellers.
 Jan 2022 joel hansen
fika
Silenced
 Jan 2022 joel hansen
fika
After all this time I never knew

You are your biggest enemy
I remained silent-
Invulnerable

With no one to prey on
No one to mask your insecurities
You tore yourself down

And I remained silent
That must be so hard
 Jan 2022 joel hansen
Emily
Find me
 Jan 2022 joel hansen
Emily
if you look hard enough,
you'll find it.

buried within that burgundy sweater you wore last tuesday.
last tuesday,
when the sun reflected its pretty pink rays on the window,
lighting your cheeks with the promise of the new day.

if you look hard enough,
you'll find it.

undiscovered like a child playing hide and seek,
buzzing with excitement,
yet nervous with every sound and movement sent their way.

if you look hard enough,
you'll find it.

engraved on the back of your hands,
disguised as accidental touches,
and unspoken words.

if you look hard enough,
you'll find it.

and once you find it,
there's a hope,
that you'll find me,
too.
 Jan 2022 joel hansen
Aishu
Pain doesn't leave you
till it teaches the lesson.

Pain doesn't leave you
till it makes you an artist.

Pain doesn't leave you
till it provokes wisdom.
Pain is a wise man's teacher.
 Dec 2021 joel hansen
Laura Duran
I'll walk behind you
I'll lead the way
I'll walk beside you
Everyday

When you are frightened
I'll be brave
When you get lost
I'll light the way

When you're lonely
No need to cry
For I am with you
Day and night

I'll see you through
Your every endeavor
I'm with you now
And will be forever
 Dec 2021 joel hansen
Khoisan
It is in the darkest time
of the world
that we seek
to find the light,
they are in the shadow
of our gifts
spoken or given,
say hello
share a smile
or give a hug,
we need to embrace
strange wisdom
simple expressions
of a word
called L💖VE.
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