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Aug 2020 Jewel

efni

my pain hasn't changed
and i'm not sure
if it ever will.

but i have changed, rather
it changed me and
that is okay.

11.08.20

even when it's not okay, i'm learning to be okay with that.

i guess, i'm trying not to attack myself for not being okay anymore, because what's the point in that?

i hope you do too.

Aug 2020 Jewel

dull

Aug 2020 Jewel

dove

dull

that beautiful face of yours
you give this aura with your smile
you must be in a good mood
i took a glimpse of your eyes
it’s completely different
you look vulnerable and scared
i asked what’s wrong
Im greeted with silence

#anger #sadness #lost #face #happiness

Aug 2020 Jewel

Change

Aug 2020 Jewel

Preston Reid

Change

I look in this mirror of mirrors seeing everything wrong with me and who I been in this last year I have loved, hated, lost, and lived a little more than I usually do and I have loved a little bit more than I usually do and hated myself a little more than I usually do but I still yet to be a little bit more of the person I want to become but let's see if I can make it to next year :)

I haven't been good In a long time

#sad #scared #depression #love #pain #change

Aug 2020 Jewel

Post-Nostalgia

Aug 2020 Jewel

Ashley Kaye

Post-Nostalgia

I have the worst habit:

swallowing life experiences
instead of savoring them

then afterward,
when my teeth are clean,
thinking, “That’s it.”

And wanting ever more.

Another life transition and I’m weary of glorifying the past. Wishing the good times were all my nostalgia makes them out to be.

#regret #change #nostalgia #habit