123...
I hug you then you hug me
we go our separate ways like the red sea.

123...
You call my phone already feeling alone, I send you to voicemail leave a message at the tone.

123...
Theirs tears on my pillows aswell as my sheets, just wishing if oneday again we can meet.

123...
A few months go by I hear a knock on my door, wondering if it's you coming back for more.

123...
I'm taken by surprise, it's you standing infront of me wiping the tears from my eyes.

123...
I can't live without you and you can't live without me, this is our 123 game of uncertainty.


                                  *I Love You Tho

You are a lovely soul i can tell by the kicks inside. The lord had this gift for me, what a surprise :D. Finally after nine Months i see what You look like; More beautiful then i imagined this feels so right.
kissed You, hugged you, squeezed You with all my heart ME AND YOU i know is a relationship that will never part.. Seeing that smile makes my day shine bright, laughing playing feeding until night; time to go to bed my little rose flower dream of You flying More Higher then the highest tower, to always keep in mind aiming high is the power.
I will always love You never forget that just hurry up And grow so when mami talks You can talk Back :* <3

You can replace me because I am a female, Wich their is alot of in this world.  Who wrap some strands of hair around their finger to create a curl.
You can replace me because I have female parts for you to love, jus like every other female who's skin is as soft as a dove.
You can replace me because I make your  eyes spark with lust and desire, wich is what happens with every man when they see a female hot as fire.
               But one thing is
you can't replace my personality/attitude/***** all in all, because I was the one who made you fall; deep in love with the inner me, that will be hard to find you'll see.
  You can't replace my smile or the twinkle in my eye, that always made you laugh and hug me by surprise.
You can't replace my passion stares and lovely kisses my wonderful long lasting love that almost changed my name to mrs.  
                      You can't
                   You just can't
                      You can't
................................................................­.....

but yet you tried and you have failed.

I somehow forget how to write with a simple pen or pencil to express my feelings delight

I sometimes realize I'm not really a poetic rhythm to ring the ears of the people while being under hypno-tizum.

I see how people use their imaginations and creativity to create the fondest stories in history.

I can relate to the angry/hapiness/sadness that i read that sometimes makes my wrists bleed purposely.

Either way poem/poems are one of a kind  that people cannot duplicate unless we have similar minds.

                            sealed with a kiss
                                          Xoxoxo

So you want to create me like I'm a Barbie doll, you want to make my hair long and my thighs slim. But I'm sorry Hon I'm only human.

We come in all shapes and diffrent sizes, we don't come in a box labeled barbie doll so wake up and stop imagining because that will be your biggest down fall.

Love me or hate me that's a debate between you and only you, I just know that my feet does not fit in a 5mm shoe. I am who I am wich is human I popped out of my mothers ****** as a healthy live baby, so don't try to transform me to a plastic beauty because if you continue... Then you must be crazy!!

                              sincerely,
                    ­                     Human baby

   <3XoxO<3

I don't mind doing for people,
  But don't take advantage of my doings.

Your heart may be cut, cracked, broken and bleeding but deep down within, you would rather not believe it!

So you seek a gust of wind that can lift you off your feet, then you wonder in your mind if your thoughts could see defeat!

Alot of memories soon fade but they don't never really die so I promise to hold you tight and not let go when you cry!

For the beauty in your heart is something money couldn't buy and I hope  you believe in faith because your heart should never lie!

I* wanna take away the pain while I kiss away your tears, let it out and let it go ma... There is nothing here to fear!

Lets watch our souls light the way so we can love another day, just envision us together and forever be my bae!

I told You to go More often Than once but never did You leave, its like You didnt understand maybe playing a dunce.. I knew this would happen oneday wich is why i was telling You to go away; act like we never met and never touched one another, honestly i want all our memories to go down the gutter. I thought You where the one i could spend the rest of my life with, but my mind is on a More grown level not like yours thinking like a kid..



I wish You would of never wasted my time.

I appreciate you for giving this site to express what i feel inside, but i just poured my heart out on a poem i named Distress but ur site froze on me and deleted everything :'(.... and i cant remember what i wrote because it was straight from deep within, i cant go back in there because the same words wont come out as fond nd flowing as they were. That poem was to make me feel better everytime i go back in to read it, but now i just have a blank!! Now my mind is blank until i feel something in my heart again...

So ******* for that, but i still love you for being here :*


Ps: nd if it wasn't your site, it was my phone. Then **** my phone and i apologize to you.

so many lies* 1000
so many cries 5000
so many times, these lies and cries hurt my heart. So many reasons for a re-start...  
so many things to start anew, so many people and obticles to go through;
so many hopes and dreams to persue, so many pieces to collect to start a new you.
                                                /)(\
                                                (•_•)
       ­                                          ()€()

Their is a woman sitting by a tree
watching one buzzy bee;
She starred until it flew from flower to flower
(hhm. how long the wings flap per-hour?),
*Pretty bee dont sting me

I'm here with writers block not knowing what to say or do, you got me ****** up and a little confused.
    I really like you a lot I don't know why, cause you always somehow leave me unsatisfied. And I'm not talking about *** so get your mind out the gutter, I know we're not in a relationship but somehow I feel like you have another. You make no time for me not even a little bit, sooner or later I will get tired of this ****...

For now let's leave all the negativities behind, I appreciated the first day I met you because who knew down the road we would intertwine. You caught me by surprise with just the look of your dreamy eyes, starring back at me I must admit you had me mesmerized. Your smile is the cherry ontop, those beautiful soft lips that I can kiss non-stop..
    Not going to get into furthur details beause from this you should have a clue, the feelings that I actually have for you.


just for you xo

B. eing annoying all the ******* time                                                            I.  hate you but love you at the same time.                             T.  hinking of all time I wasted on you   
C. An you leave me all alone                                                            ­         H. OoooooooooooEeeeeeeeeeeee

Inhale exhale
inhale exhale
inhale exhale*
       deep breaths in and deep breaths out.
inhale exhale
inhale hold in... Then let it go slowly
inhale exhale
inhale exhale
* inhale........

I'll sacrifice the last bit of food on the dinner table, i wouldn't mind starving because seeing you hungry; i wouldn't be able.

I'll give you my last kleenex tissue just for you to blow ur nose, while mine is running like water through a garden hose.

I'll never let anyone do harm to your soul or you, I'll twist those words and fight every battle; thats the least i can do.

I will always be here until the very end, you are my sister/brother/mother/father/and my friend.

Certain things (you)
never believe a heroic face, that might just be your biggest mistake. That person may seem fine and dandy, when in realality he/she comes up shady. You were the one that caught yourself up in this mess, now have no idea how to deal with the stress. He/she claimed to be picture perfect, it took you a while to realize it wasn't worth it. What is love to them? Let me just ask, their own dreams all together in a form of a mask. Every now and then they where it for you to see, and you know when it's on because all they do is talk about we... They look into ur eyes and pretend everything is okay, they have completely lost themselves and you don't know what to say. Don't worry things aren't always as fond, whatever it's life.. Snapshots unknown from beyond.


                  Certain things (me)
most swear you were a monster, in my eyes you were my knight in shining armour. You told me the truth no matter how bad it was, that's what I consider true love. Of course we had our ups and downs, you still managed to turn this frown upside down. I miss holding you, kissing you, and loving every part... Your name I will never erase from my heart. I miss you more and more everyday, most Likley because I can't be by your side to lay. Reason being you are behind bars, but it's ok because I'm here to help you through your scars. I appreciate everything we been through and done it made me realize you are the one. <3


               Certain things (we)
when you're in a crowd you think everything is cool, when really "friends" take you as a fool. You act like yourself thinking that you fit in, then there are other times you just don't feel good in your own skin. They look at you up and down, considering that your a clown. At times you think their laughing with you, na their actually laughing at you.
          In life you have to find friends that will stay by your side, lean over and give you their shoulder for you to cry. Avoid the ones that are your friends for one month or year, ones that are barely there to express your fears. These so called "friends" are just make pretend, so go on a hunt and find the ones that will stay until the end !!

You influence me to realize my full potential by using words that are so influential.
Piece by piece I put my puzzle together in hail/sleet/snow or any weather.
Once complete I hang it on the wall for the whole world to see my crazy visions taken from different pieces bit by bit from you and me.
People are in awe from what I see, me and you just created a master piece.
The reason why their is no specific name brought up from the beginning of my story is because you where never near me  just a mystery (who are you) plus a ghost that won't stop haunting me..
You are here with me now as I write these crazy words I can hear you laugh at me and call me a nerd.
LOL so I laugh back with all intent to make you squirm and feel less than a simple earth worm.
                     HA HA HA
                           HA
are the sounds bouncing from wall to wall in my room, to block out the harassment that you cause that opens up my wounds.
             LEAVE ME ALONE
be gone
be you
let me be me

I finally said the words to let you be free.

Dear rain,
I admire the drip drops coming from the sky and I love it when the drip drops hit my eye                  * <3*
I look up jus to feel real water not from my tears,  like it cleanses my inner sins makes me feel like the almighty is here.

the breath that I take in everyday to rise again, to see the rays of the sun shine on my face hopefully won't soonly end

pardon my French Im not going to lie; I did step outside to get a little higgh that's part of nature to it comes from the ground, honesty I think that's gods way to make us turn to clowns. Lol, i'm fine with that boosting us to to get back on track. But don't get me wrong the high is not for everyone, some start acting like fools and everything turns numb. But there are others that just opens the mind and gets more artisitic.
I sound a little ballistic...

Well is all and all in all rain just continue to fall. .

                                          ***** it

Don't think that this is going to be a sad story to sit around and mope, if anything it's a few ideas to make someone strong and filled with hope.

when you get your heart broken don't think of it as the end of the world, jus take it as a lesson please don't cry like a little girl. You would only make that person feel more infinite aswell as powerful, the tears rolling down your face they will feel unstoppable.. What I mean by that is that they will take full responsibility, by making you feel way down and taking away your dignity.
  Never give someone that power to overcome your soul, taking your skin skeletons and bones. Of course it hurts nobody is doubting that, just remeber if it's true love it will never fade to black; and if it's meant to be destiny will be sure to bring the two hearts back..

So just keep in mind never lose yourself, be stronger then ever and be proud to wear the heavy champ belt.. <\3 <3<3

Don't be useless.. But you were -__-

Me Myself nd I* is all that stands; there's nobody next to me to hold my hand. I like the days that I feel happy and alive, but then theirs others days I just cry and cry.
   Me Myself nd I go through struggles together, most of the time I helps Me get through any weather. I know deep inside I'm very strong, that doesn't keep my face from being long.
   Me Myself nd I dislike our surroundings, I think that's why we stay so grounded. To keep away from any stress, that can make me more into a hot mess. Me Myself nd I always listen to eachothers advices,  to not get into any crisis. But no matter how hard I try, it's still kind of difficult to get by. Even though I have parents that help me with certain situations, though I appreciate it, it still brings me some frustration >:o
  Me Myself nd I get caught up in imagining things, that's what causes my life to sting. I still pat Myself on the back because I Havnt let Myself die, I'm just being patcient while things modify. Either      For better or worse, no matter what Me Myself nd I will over come this curse..

A Kind Heart Is A Weak Heart, But A Weak Heart Has A Strong Mind.