Love, I have no easy answers for you.
I’ve run out of excuses,
offer no
more apologies, and
I haven’t seen a single
shooting star in months.
I call you love because you were,
because you are,
because,
right now,
to me,
you always will be.
I’m a good man
in a cruel world
that grabs my shoulders
and shakes the hell out of me.
My golden heart shudders
against my chest,
grinding ill-greased gears
of resolve,
lugging the rhythmic consistency
of determination
The world shakes me, spitting,
“You petty fool. What kind
of a man
are you really?”
Love, I have no easy answers for you
because there are some moments
of loneliness on Saturday nights,
moments in life that make my heart beat
like pyrite,
trading soft kisses with neon lights
and shot specials, crawling
into the early hours of the morning
looking for happiness everywhere,
like it’s a forgotten jacket
slumped over a bar stool.
Finding you
in everyone’s
eyes.
These nights,
never change,
the world shakes
and spits.
Remember the night at the lake?
We laid on the hood of my car, we counted
stars like baseball cards,
bottle caps, like the days left
until summer camp.
It was on that night
that I first called you
Love to every meteor we saw.
because
you were.
There are only hard
decisions Love,
but you already know.
Consequences of mistakes,
your impulses fed
mine.
I’m a good man in a cruel world,
my golden heart dims neon,
remembers meteor showers
and childish adoration.
The world shakes
and spits
but my heart
isn’t pyrite.
Crawling from one
shot to the next
I still see you
everywhere.
Love, I have no
easy answers for you.
I’ve run out of excuses,
offer no
more apologies, and
I haven’t seen
a single
shooting star
in months.