Heaven is around her
If she only knew just how beautiful she was
Maybe she would've never felt like a blur
If she only knew just how sorry I was
Maybe then she would live again
Instead I wallow in all things we could've been
I can't live like this

I hide behind the hills as I set,

but I don't want to go thus in leaving I regret,

so I stand at the edge of the ocean to say goodbye,

and smile and wave with a golden sigh.

I am being called home, it's time for bed,

all the energy I used to play with you is dead,

I've danced in the sky from east to west,

and now I know it's time to rest.

Don't bother trying to reach me,

you know I can't stay,

It' s my brother's time to shine for you

at this time of the day

I'll say it for you,

Don't worry I know,

Ulterior motives,

You wouldn't dare show!

I'll say it for you,

I know you want it to hurt,

Luckily its my prayer,

chanting to stone my heart.

See each word's stab,

On the screen of my face,

As you ravel around,

In my disgrace.

Don't worry I'm that nice,

I don't mind helping,

Or maybe am past the point ,

Of breaking even.

I'll say it for you,

don't stress yourself,

And when I'm done,

My worth will repeat it!

I'll say it for you,

You thought I'd give a ****?

Trust me, I'll aid,

Your unmade plan.

I'll say it for you,

Until you hate it,

With fire each time

'till you can't take it.

I promise I will,

I won't hold back,

Just don't fret honey,

-I'll say it for you!

Is death a vision?

Finality maybe,

The thought of you gone,

Comes morbidly.

A stone throw away,

From the life you know,

There will be a day,

You will beg to go.

Forever vacation,

Some would say,

Freedom from the pain,

That wouldn’t go away.

Cries for help,

Don’t more no more,

Your helm’s deep,

Has no shore.

Worth becomes extinct,

Loathing- the latter,

Yet if you go (leave foresight)

How will you know when it gets better.

Every wish  has a closed eye,

and so does every prayer,

Every sin has a motive,

and so does every dare.

For better there is worse,

and for then there is now,

so let life balance for you,

What to do and how!

I'm told you only live once,

but do you really know?

I swear i'll have an afterlife,

Yet I've had one before.

It started when I picked a star,

off of the milkyway,

I wanted to keep it for myself,

So I hid its light away.

It wasn't very smart of me,

because when I saw it next,

It had blown a hole in my small world,

and took me to the next.

Where all I do is float about,

full of Joy and happiness,

Yet I know I have to get back,

to a dull somberness.

If you are reading this,

Its probably best you know,

That I am just a crazy dreamer,

looking for a show.