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Jasmine smiles Mar 2015
Does it make you feel good?
To make people love you
To make them fall in love
To make them think your perfect

Does it make you feel good?
When you tell them
Everything they want to here
All the things you wished you could say

Does it make you feel good?
When you fade away
When you loose touch
And collect more

Beauty is the only card you know
How to play
Perfection is there only thing you know
How to immitate
Love is the only thing you know
How to play with

Does it make you feel good?
Collecting hearts
By the thousands
Hearing their sweet whispers

Does it make you feel good?
When you actually fall in love
But you know How disgusting
You really are

But still you seek the attention
The compliments
The love you don't deserve
But they still do
Do you feel good?
I hate myself
Jasmine smiles Mar 2015
He walks confidently
But not for me...

He flips his long pefect hair
But not for me...

He plays his guitar
But not for me...

He smiles
But never for me.

I am not the girl he dreams of at night
I am not the girl he longs to speak to
I am not the girl that makes him sweat
I am not the girl that he craves to bed with

I am not anything to him
Not like she is
I hate boys
Jasmine smiles Feb 2015
Go ahead
Ignore me
See how much
I really don't care
I don't care as much as
Ariel doesn't care about the land
I don't care as much as
Momma bear doesn't care for he Cubs
I don't care as much as
Lincoln didn't care about slavery
But with these examples
I guess you could say
I DO care
I care a lot more
Than you could ever comprehend
Jasmine smiles Feb 2015
Dear daddy,
Do you remember me anymore?
Of course you do because you still curse my name to my mother.
Do you know I'm here
Right in the next room?
Because you pretend I'm not
Even here
Like I am just a ghost who's
Aura pollutes the air.
Since summer I have not been blessed with your recognition.
I never new your neglect could ever affect me like this.

Do you ever think about me anymore
The little girl you once adored
I never thought that the man he swore would die for me could go on living with out me so easily.
Every time I hear you come through the door its send piercing spears through my heart. When I think of how you used to ask me how my day was at school was every day it makes me feel like nothing.

After so many countless attempted apologies. Notes letters gifts and pleas' I have lost all hope that you will ever care for me. Do you care that it's hurts every time I think of you or when my family and friends ask me about you. Do you care that every time I see you walk past me I want to collapse. Do you care that more and more every night I cry and cry endlessly for you.

After so much time I am not angry anymore. I am just so heartbroken and lost. I just want to talk to you again. I just want you to hug me again I just want to see you smile for me again. I just miss my daddy so much. I don't understand what I did to make you despise me so much. I don't feel like things will ever be the same between us. Will you ever talk to me again? Daddy! Daddy please...
I will, love you.
I will, protect you.
I will, defend you.
That the things love makes you do.

I will, hold you.
I will, kiss you gently.
I will, go the distance for you.
That's the thing love makes you do.

If ill in health.
Don't worry.
I be your medical provider.
Your personal assigned doctor.
Every second, every minute, and every hour.
Yes, this what love makes you do?

I will, do this and more.
All because of your wonder sweet, sweet love.
Jasmine smiles Jan 2015
Long flowing hair
Curls perfectly round
Beautiful sparkling green eyes
Long thin legs
White perfect smile
Outstanding talent
She can sing
She can't paint
She can act
She can dance
She is friendly
She is smart
She has everything
She has nothing
Women hate her
Jealousy consumes her friends
Men's lust over ride their brains
They can't help but fall in love
She is given titles she doesn't deserve
She is a ***** a **** a dirtywhore
Because she's pretty
But all she wants is a friend
She wants to fit in
She just wants to be like everyone else
She cries because she is lonely
She knows she should feel lucky
But she still strives to be perfect
Even when people hate her for it
Because she feels like its all she has
No one is like her
She has no where to belong
Jasmine smiles Aug 2014
The world wants to pull us apart
They want to rip the love from our hearts
They want to here our cries
Just as we begin to thrive

The world says we are too far
Because we don't have a car
But my love reaches across borders
It doesn't diminish with orders

You hold my thoughts
And I hold yours
To hard we have fought
just to close the doors

I love you 30 miles away
The same as 30 centimeters.
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