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 Jul 2015 Jane
Estherzz21
Living.
 Jul 2015 Jane
Estherzz21
I see poets,
And read poems,
I can't understand,
Why I understood,
In words I wished to write,
Yet never once I truly wrote;
But darkness and brightness,
Are honestly meaningless,
Because I'm surviving,
And not living.
I don't understand.
 Jul 2015 Jane
Justine
;
 Jul 2015 Jane
Justine
;
Scars show us where we have been, they do not dictate where we are going.
David Rossi.
 Jul 2015 Jane
mk
too many poems
too many poets
describing the
same **** feelings
and yet
throughout the centuries
none of us
have ever found
the right words
// spent my whole life tryna put it into words //

thank you so much for the daily ♡
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Sorry
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
I am really sorry,
To ever make you worry.
I know it's my fault.
All the pain you had to dealt
No one should have to felt.
Even till the end,
A hand, I couldn't lend.
How could I ever help
Voice our your problem
I will listen without boredom.
Oh right, I'm the issue,
What can I do?
I could never do enough
Even when your times are rough.
I was utterly useless,
My capabilities all hopeless
My efforts all futile.
But I need your time, just awhile.
Clear things up and tell me
All the things that happened,
Everything you had a problem
Anything you couldn't find a solution
Something I could be of help to you.
Right now,
I understand it so well, I'm the one who should be leaving.
I'm being too much of a hassle.
In the end, I'm still really sorry,
For what I've done.
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
Problems
 Jul 2015 Jane
J
I cause too much trouble,
I try to be subtle,
But I just struggle.
So I try to be careful.

Even with all my might, I never do anything right.
I thought it was alright but just not quite.
Don't pick a fight, don't cause any fright.
So just sit upright, and hold on tight.

I am not needed, just left there seated.
I even pleaded but still unwanted.
I was greeted, yet mistreated.
Their goal completed, I was left defeated.

I am just useless, a plain nuisance.
All the rudeness but I'm still helpless.
I was so careless, now this is endless.
I'm breathless and friendless.

My presence is ignored, is this my reward?
I may look bored, deep down my feelings all stored.
Happiness can't be restored, after what I've been treated towards.
Everyone's life and happiness is what I adored but I could never afford.

I may have a problem, it isn't boredom.
Even though I hit rock bottom, The problem isn't 'em.
I may have fallen, it's not even awesome.
For me this is common, as it happens quite often.

I am just hated, they fill me with hatred.
I'm already shaded, my true self faded.
Pain is what I've tasted, I cover myself with colours painted.
This is probably fated but in the end I'm nothing but wasted.
You can never find this related, I've always waited.
Right now, it's belated, my brain debated.
My mind escalated, My actions demonstrated.
Among everyone, I'm the one segregated.
Just what I face everyday.
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