I can smell the air crystal clear, with my lungs full of your strawberry peaches flavor perfume surrounding the atmosphere. Love your minty breath breathing around my neck, putting my hand on your hips getting near your ear whispering thing you want to hear. As I look into your spot light eyes that shine and reflect though mine I can have this moment every night. When my lips connect with yours the love making we have feels like unknown forming galaxies just for you and me. No one around no distraction just the lust of us and your moaning voice echoing though my soul as we become whole. Your affection is so strong is like a cupid shooting an arrow though my heart a wonderland of you loved that never ends.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Guns and knives are for coward’s pens are for me, you can beat me down to a ****** pulp my bruises and my scars will fade weapon of words is all I need. My breath will lead you to a trail of darkness of the hall way broken lights from your weeping mind and your sinking heart falling to the abyss, a pain of fiery flames way beyond measure of your imagination begging with desperation for a different ending. My words will curse you haunt your dreams for all internally emotions of guilt and sins feed my starvation stomach those who will bow down before me. Like political peoples,  speakers, dictators, and of course presidents  who choose their words wisely with there lies in the air making  fools believe whatever they want them to hear, so who need guns and knives when words are the most powerful weapons in all of mankind.

**By Jacob Cuadro

I’m so lost in my mind from the loneliness night of a moment in time like a mystery from the lock less monster that never been discovered, I got to reach the light but the darkness behind keep pulling me down leading me to nowhere. Feel the core underneath the earth burning my skin of my horrible sins to the negativity so blind from the mist of their stupidity. So far gone trapped in this world locked in so tight waiting to be wind from this filthy box. Could hardly breathe, could hardly speak surrounded by dark voices stuck in my head whispering secret syllables, secret codes, of a secret language something I’m not quite understand of their garbage breath. Wishing for something so call hope don’t know if that word even exist anymore, have to unlock this pain of my own escape causing my depression to the road back to the direction of my addiction. Having a past vision a memory in my head of lust of women’s with green money falling in my hands all the drugs I smoke all the white powder of ******* I’ve sniffed to give me a boost of *** drive when I needed, there so many feminine hearts surrounding me at my feet that I have broken because of my adultery. Have tears of hate that I always regret no will, no purpose in life for the selfish man that I have become. If I can take it all back in what I’ve done I totally would in a heartbeat, just feeling so cold like a dead body that start to decay and the only light I see that speck in my eyes is the moon that glows like rose that stand alone rotting old in black like it had too much sun. Just like my soul that falling apart feeling the numbness of heroine  that flows in my blood helpless, meaningless stab a thousand time by my angry veins and starting all over where I was left off and that when I realize the ache I can’t escape.

**By Jacob Cuadro

Your smile makes the roses grow your laughter make them bloom when I’m with you I never feel alone, you remind me of space cause you’re the whole solar system. The earth is the beauty of your description and everything that you are worth, Your eyes make the stars shine simply take my tears and fill them with joy and I’m glad that your mine. Feel like I’m Pluto a small blue cold rock because I’m not worthy of having you, but you turn thing around and make me feel like Jupiter so big nothing can take us apart. When I make love to you feel like a shooting star making my heart beat race to a secret land near by a warm desert sand, you’re the light to the sun bright as the moon, you’re the trees that I breathe your everything to me. You’re the ring of Saturn that hold us together and make the galaxy sing, when I’m not with you anymore that how know the world is going to end. I thank you to be part of my life and amazing friend, my memory of you will never fade we will no longer be a shade, thank you for making me feel worth something again.

**ByJacob Cuadro