Not so long ago, I used to write about love
As if it were overflowing in me.
We write because we think we are overwhelmed
by the feeling that inspires us.
I have discovered today,
that this inspiration we get comes from but a longing.
The words we write down cover up
our true intentions of wanting to feel more.
We write because what we feel
is not enough.

I know this because I have felt enough.
I have felt overwhelmed.
For the first time, I knew what true love was all about.
Since then, not a word was spilled with ink.
I tried to gather my words
only to find out that the one who had taken them
was the love of my life.
That was when I realized,
It was she who had been my masterpiece.
An artwork where I had poured my everything.
An artwork that had come to life.
An artwork that needed no words.

We are never truly inspired until we have nothing left to say.
Until we are left in awe.

Hovering pass the city lights
my mind lies awake
full of the psychedelic treats you offer

latched on the various trances I felt
I make sure it was you
and not the demon who awoke
as a ball of thunderous energy
feeding the insatiable desire for vices and sin

As the body grows lapse
we know things are about to fall apart
leaving us starving for more
and voiding the reality we're in

Our minds retry to go back
while our souls will forever be lost
in the wonder provided by the mysterious ghost
of acid and MDMA

We are journeymen
Always on to the next foot
We set to travel as if we know our destination
Not knowing it's the journey
That casts the die for our dreams and ambition

Roads paved with memories yet to come
Make themselves apparent to all of us
Faced by ambiguity and fear for the next,
We clasp to a certain past which made tonight
Surreal than it will ever be

We find ourselves gazing back to the days
Whose hours were made by little wonders
That last like stars in the sky
Moments that determine who we are
Linger in our hearts, touched by one another

Like brothers in arm
We hurdled through countless days
Learning together in good times and in bad
And by filling up each other's imperfections by our diversity
We discovered a new guise of love

Emotions fuel the memories
It is the reason why
We will only just remember how it feels
We always have choice to look back
But we can never walk back

Why?

Because we are journeymen
Always on to the next foot
We may take these steps far from one another
But we will take these steps together
Like we always have, and we always will

*"Good-bye's are only for those who think
       they don't have you inside their hearts"

The ray of a thousand suns flash down inside my heart
And like the evening sky, it was filled with sparkles
As the suns explode, a little star came to my attention
Little as it was, its ray was directed to something bigger
Bigger than the suns combined, it laid on a manger
An infant who slept safely in the arms of simplicity
Meant more than the world and all its wonders
From there I knew that the suns will not matter
If the little star had not shed its light inside of me
Because of the infant beneath the little star
I learned the true way of the suns inside
Who's lights were not meant for keeping but sharing
To darker places and darker fields
To those in need and to those who desire it
It is the infant who gave us the light we feel
Who's purpose is nothing else but to save the world
So share the light because it will serve its purpose
Share the light that was given to you so you can give to others
Save the world because you can

Let's have fun
under the sun
forget for a while
have a good run
Cause problems stay there
if you want to
Don't let them wash the sand
off your feet

While summer comes
once in a year
before you know it disappears
its over
So take a break
take an ice-cold lemonade
to cool your thoughts
to cool your mind

Let's have the summer of our lives
when you dive,
you feel alive
when we're young we realize
That you're never too old
to have fun under the sun
we are one, we don't have to fight cause
we already won

Life before you
was a complete disarray
Holding onto thoughts
that kept me from myself
All the moments
were painted with hate
and foolishness
Days went by
with misery

But the day you came
was like the light at the end of
a very dark tunnel
Or a rainbow
after the rain
You opened my eyes
to what was real
And together we went
through my mountains of apathy

Time went by
And we grew so deep
So my heart thought
"hey, I never felt this
special before"
By then, everyday was taken
gracefully with you
Love filled my whole life and I never
thought that I would be happy

Years ran fast
In a blink of an eye
And it was always me falling
for you
It felt a little more like heaven
whenever I see your eyes
My grin grows broad and shoots from
ear to ear
Every time I pick up your scent

One night my clumsy tongue
spilled the feelings from my heart
When you heard it, you resisted as if you
were never shocked your whole life
So there I was
Losing my best friend
The love of my life
Now half of me is left

But I've made up my mind
to weep no more and dry my tears
for all good things come to an end
And endings turn into memories
But just so you know
You are the greatest memory
I'll ever have

The sun left the sky tonight
replaced by city light below and stars that
bring me back to September

Your smiles back then made my life
worth living for
and your eyes told me that love was worth dying for

But the moon brings me back
to cold December
Winter chill crashes my skin as I arose

All my countless lonely nights
and noisy silent cries
keeps my heart from waiting for you

I've been living in tries
I was blinded by the light
You're falling in love as I fall asleep in darkness

You make me want to believe that love
never meant to hurt me
so I'm stuck in a world without you

And now you've caught me with
words that describe you because
you never felt that I've
always held you
inside my heart

Don't worry, you'll find me
in a world full of pain right now
Don't hurry, take it slow
I've got some happiness left somehow

My heart said he had enough
there's no one else left for him to love
I'm falling, falling down
while I watch my life drain as time goes by

Recently no one cares
about me and the love that I share
Live your life to the fullest;
It's hard to try if you don't have one

Loneliness is my best friend
that's why when the time has come
for me to say goodbye
I'll only hear the wind and it's reply

I'm here,
And you're there
I guess
It's too much for me to bare

The distance
grow dim whenever  
I dream of our fictional days
Oh, how will I ever forget your
vivid face

Will I ever
get to feel your heart?
even though we are separated
miles apart?

We move
just like the moon and sun;
the sun goes up
and the moon falls down

They may seem
a world apart but they
don't make a sound
because they know that their love
spins us around