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Hong Denice Dec 2015
Saying you love
But later seeing people as a pest

My head aches
when you shout hipporacy

My thoughts become a fighter
But I do not wish to fight

My heart beats rapidly
As my hands shake and become cold

Fine afterwards
Hoping for myself
To be better
And be ready to ignore
Your heavy rain fall
Hong Denice Dec 2015
I have grown too old
To run around the bush,
To make things complicated,
To make you feel rejected
To stir your mind,

But truthfully I didn't want to do these things
Especially to you.

My words
They are not poetry
Any meaning should I include
That is not the word itself?
No, it is unecessary for me to do so

I just hoped
That you took everything what I said
As it is

Hoping to meet your understanding and self-realization.

If you could have given me time
Time to spend with you
Then I might have told you
What you wanted to hear
It was the chance for me
To open my heart and mind
And say........You are dear to me.

I have loved you differently
Differently that
I didn't ask for romance
But for your presence
To the dearest boy of my twenties.
As I see you growing to be a man.
I am happy, but hope that you will remember me when you become successful in your dreams.
Hong Denice Nov 2015
Here's to the friend that you've out grown,
The one whose name is left unknown,
The one who wiped away your tears,
And sought to hold your hand,
When others turned the other way,
No beginning, just an end.

She's the one you turned to,
The one that you called a friend,
She laughed with you, she cried with you,
And felt it was her duty,
To remind you of your worth,
And all your inner beauty,

When other's eyes can only dwell,
Upon your exposed outer shell.
They saw a fat girl steeped in braces,
Not seeing you they turned their faces.
But she was there to whisper,
When others didn't care.

she held your secrets in her heart,
That friends like you could share,
You never had to be alone,
But now she is, 'cause you've out grown her for those others whose laughs you share,
As you run carefree through the air.

Time has eased your form and face,
But she's the one who knew your grace,
When those who you now call a friend saw no beginning...
Only end.

-C.S. Dweck
"Chicken Soup for the Teenage SOUL" book
Hong Denice Nov 2015
When I tell you that I miss you.
I really miss you.
When I do things for you.
Take it as a gift.
I like you anyways.
When I hug you.
It's a real hug.
Not for the people to see.
If I talked or approached you.
I wanted to know more.
And is 100% interested in you.

Sorry, I am quite a reserved person.
But when I speak my mind....
Will you listen?
Hong Denice Nov 2015
Whether you like it or not.
People get old.....And older.
No one can stop time, or even slow it down.
But why do we cling on or hold on to the people who flee.
Who are made to flee.
As you yourself did.
We all have our time to get together and separate.
Few will stay.
Past is past.
Think of the memories.
Which comes from the past. 
The given earthly life is limited, as we are humans.
Do everything you can for the good and for the better.
No memories can be made.
If you don't move.
  Nov 2015 Hong Denice
Mfena Ortswen
Surely
The day will be light
Darkness will be night
The wind will blow
While rivers flow
The sun will glow
As night creatures lay low
Why trouble incessantly
With what happens tomorrow
As long as earth remains earthly
All will come and go
Hong Denice Oct 2015
Yes I am now walking away.
Because so far all I can hear is a "No".
Felt you're scared of something which didn't exist at the first place. 
Is it the fear of commitment?
Or you're just......
Let's face it, playing.
I have thought of it. 
The words you have said before
Were they true? Or just?

But I'm now walking away with a smile on my face.
AWAY FROM MY OWN MADE CAGE.
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