If I was gone who would care
Would they notice I was no longer there ...

What if you were my one and I let you go
I guess that's just something I will never know

If I could turn back the clock I would
Not to erase what Iv done or who I'v become
Just to do something's I should have done
To grab that moment and experience things
I would risk the butterfly effect how bad could it be
but the clock only moves forward never back
It's a fact
so for now My dreams will be my way to change those days
To live them again and make more of them
With you always with you

When I was both young and nieve I believed in everything
you told me of love, light and magical things
I wish I still believed this day but darkness soon came my way
Without you to walk with me I fell into the darkness it became my everyday
You left me too soon I wasn't ready for that
I see the shining star that I know is you, trying to light my life up like you used to do
Your just too far away dad I know you try every night but the light just not enough to save me from my dark filled life
I wish I could tell you how alone I feel this day but it's pointless anyway
The darkness is in me now my magic taken away the dreams gone the laughter too I don't know what to say I'm sorry I wasn't strong I didn't do enough your little girl lost the fight iv tried but I give up

I dream to be more, to lay in the woods surrounded by tranquillity to feel free
I am more than this life, more than a mum ,a wife ,a daughter I am more I am me
People don't see me anymore my dreams long gone
my spark dying I want to run, I want to be me
In my dreams the trees sway to the sound of freedom I am just me, in perfect harmony with everything not in a box with restrictions for the labels i am given
The sun does not judge nor the trees the breeze blows on everything regardless it's free
The birds sing a tune that shows who they are when do I get to sing my song when do I get to be free ?
All I am all I want to be is me !!

Are we all lost or is it just me ?
I try to find my way out of this lonely place but I always find the same answer
There is no way out!!!
I get dragged back if I get too  close but is it just me ?
Are you lost too ? Can you even hear me ? Or am I really as alone as I feel ?
I don't know the answer but someone must !! is that you ?
Are you my salvation from everything dark , will you wrap me in your light and make me feel found or is that hope just the dream I need to make me carry on in this isolation I feel ???