The thing is I don't want to be in love
But sadly I am
Sometimes I don't even know why
but then I realize
everything about you makes me happy
yet brings me pain at the same time

I want you to be happy but why does it hurt so much to see you happy with someone else
It hurts seeing you look at her with loving eyes because I know you'll never look at me the same way.
Those looks, smiles and touches will never be mine because I'm just the friend on the side line

"And they lived Happily Ever After."
how clique
is what we think whenever we hear or see a happy ending in a book, movie or even in real life
yet when they don't get their happy ending why do we cry and wish it could be the other way?
how iconic huh?

I want your hellos back
I want your good lucks back
I want your smiles back
I want your good mornings back
I want your good nights back
I want your how was your day back
I want your laughs back
I want your silly nicknames for me back
I want your kindness back
I want your happiness back
I want your I love yous back
I want you back
but i know that's just too much to ask