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Diane Jul 2015
The more you think about it,
The more it seems confusing.

The more I tell you stories,
The more you'll discover
Who I am
And
What I was..

But telling you these,
Makes me feel closer to
you.
But, everytime
I show you my cracks,
My fears,
My fragile and humane
Personality,
The more it pains me
To hear your words
And stare at the sky
telling myself that
I am

alright.

You are
The string
That attatches my
sanity.
But you are the scissors
That can
Cut my throat
And let me choke
On my own
Cold blood.

Your smile is so perfect, so natural.

**And your words are true and sharp, like the blade cutting the shackled animal.
My nightmares are converted into reality and poetry.
Diane Jun 2015
She is so beautiful.
The way she writes the letters
That will make your
Heart skip a beat.

Then I realized.

*I can never make you
Love me
Like the way
She did to you.
Diane Jun 2015
I sit in silence,
Staring at the stars
Ablaze. I sit on
The concrete floor,
Thinking if you were still
amazed.

My mind ponders,
And my lips are at ease,
But my ears are ringing
From your words that
are pleading..

I sit here in silence,
But I feel the warm air.
Not a cold night,
Not a day to spare.

I see anger, tears,
Murmurs and hate.
Maybe dear God
Never made
me
Your fate.

The moon now sings
A lullaby for the stars..
Oh my love,
Can you hear that from afar?


You glare at the grass,
Now I see a blurry sight.

I lowered my head,
To meet your lips
So full of fright.


Yet I leave you questioned
With my actions displayed.
A night of thoughts uncovered,
**Words unsaid.
Diane Jun 2015
There is love.

And love is said to be beautiful.
Spontaneous.
Ever so lovely.

But when I look at you,
Do you hear me saying that you should stay away?

Do you hear me begging
That you should keep me
Astray..

my dear love.

All I ever did was pound you,
hurt you
And
Ever
So
Simply...

Ignore you..

My love..
Can't you see?
I'm not that innocent girl
You used to see..

My lovely fellow,
How can't you know?
Sticking around beside me
Makes me wanna blow (explode)?

Fair human..
What do you see..
I'm afraid to say..
We're not meant to be..

My dear lover...
Do you need to know?
That my knees are bleeding
For you to go...

I'm such an evil person,
Of course you'd say no..
But whenever we hiss,
You tell the written sins that you know..

I know who I am..
And I'm not proud, you see?
I'm not perfect either,
Like you. Who doesn't see?

Not just that..
Other parties contradict..
You don't know how much I loved you..
They don't know that they make me sick..

My faithful friend,
What can you do?
How can it stop
*When you're loving me too..
Rant.
Diane Jun 2015
Knowing everything
From the very start.
Made me feel smart.

But there is one thing
That I'd say to the old me..

Your mind now wonders
To the mistakes you've done
Then you see yourself
There could only be one.
Diane Jun 2015
You
don't
know
how
much
I
love
you
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