I fell in this hole again
I don't know who i am anymore
I feel the pain the sadness
I hope this doesn't get worst
My mind and feeling are ******
My friends aren't my friends
They lied , i trusted them
But they used med
I've been broken both dating way and
Friendship
I've lost myself once again
I'm trying to find my way back
But it's hard
I'm stressing, over thinking
My depression  coming back , anxiety
I was truly happy for once but then
Out of nowhere it hit me
I felt alone,thoughts like  no one cared

Love isn't true you knew
But yet you wanted to believe it was

You lied to me
I ask why
But you just said bye

My heart was fragile
I thought what we had was magical

I just wanted something real.
But it was unreal.
I gave you everything
I got nothing back
Yet I loved you

I can't live without you
I feel so blue
but i just want you to be true
I just love you so much