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Charcoal
Midnight
My soul consumed
The horror of my past has caught up with me
I'm consumed by the ember flame
Every part dying
Withering away
Nothing left
Its a cold ground
Where I sit
Everything aches
No one knows
No one can know,
Not what I have become,
A monster inside
My world is nothing
Everything has faded away
Shades of black
Who knew that's all that would be left of me.
Strangely I laugh at this
Nothing can stop me now
For I have become a monster

my mind is an abyss: completely devoid of any original thought

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A long while ago, I thought I would do great things
Be a person of significance
Able to change the world
Invincible

Funny how Life humbled me with her sisters
As Circumstance is a partner to be danced with,
Murphy, my shadow, stalking my every move
And Failure, though not fatal, left me bruised and scarred

I now see myself without rose-colored glasses
Perfectly imperfect
A puppet, bending over backwards, allowing myself to be manipulated by my three companions
Feigning indifference to every heartache I've felt

Invincible me was shattered...
That's the thing with destroying something,
You can't piece it back perfectly
No matter how much you will it

My reflection taunts me each day
An imitation of how I wanted me to be
I'm just as confused, just as scared, just as insane as the next person
Just one in billions of souls trying to soldier on

And soldier on... And soldier on...
Wishing and hoping and praying
That I become stronger, braver, better
I'm not done yet, I'm not done for

Not perfect, but not hopeless either.

Ketika awan tak lagi biru
dan mawar tak nampak merah
Gemerlap neon di angkasa mengaburkan sisi moral serta logika
sinisme dan dosa duniawi tak lagi terhalau
dan pepohonan kering menyeruak
Angkasa menjadi saksi

Akan ada kesederhanaan
pemikiran kecil akan hidup di metropolis
belenggu takdir,
tangis serta tawa
larut dalam anggur hitam yang akhirnya luruh dalam hasrat memiliki

Menuju masa lalu,
berhenti,
angin pagi pun hilang,
bersama raja angkasa yang padam
langit membelah
turunlah tangga menuju puncak duniawi
merentang seluas tangan,
menggapai mimpi-mimpi sederhana yang hilang terbawa arus kering,
menusuk tanpa arti

I never wish you never existed,
The time you took away from me were wasted.
Like unwattered flowers, my heart is withered,
From my dream-girl that I've long-waited.

Why is it the hurt ones that are so kind?
Its like we try
to make up for our own
unhappiness
By making others happy.

We still feel empty inside.

But even the smallest thing
can sometimes make us feel
the suns rays
On our skin.