You and I*
was dated back long ago
But I still cant help but think    

That what you gave me
Were one of my best memories  
  
You gained a place in my heart
And you're already a part
                                                
As our eyes meet again
For the first time    
My heart leaps out of my chest

Thoughts of you rushes in
It makes me happy as I have been

Innocence standing right in front of my eyes
Taunting me to get out of the cries
In my head, telling me to back away before it's too late
Before the hate comes rushing through, this feels so great
The pain I'm feeling is irritate, you're imitate
So stop before this breaks down, you're in a shade, I'm blazing red
I'm hot from this madness you're causing but wait look, there's a parade
Cheering me on to do what I don't want to, consultant please freaking consultate!
Look at my plate, it's emptier than a blank wooden crate
This date, this year, this month imprinted into my head.
So every time when I look at the calendar on this exact day
I remember it's the day u ******* up, not me, cya in hell mate.

The kids who cry at night
The kids who stay out of sight
The kids who don’t have mentality
Oh, Welcome to Reality.

The kids who talk a-lot
The kids who got a shot
The kids who never sigh
Oh wait for lifes lie.

The kids who are happy
The kids who are eating taffy
The kids who are kissed
Oh how they will be Missed.

From where I sit
It sounds like
Basketballs
Dribbled unevenly

Across the field
The big brick building
Rises ominously
With tall fences and towers

I hope that I am mistaken
And those distant thuds
Are something other than
Bullets blazing

I do not step outside
I do not pull the binoculars
To my tired eyes
Because I am too afraid to know

Blue shirts brown shirts
Orange jumpsuits
What I imagine
Is not a pretty

People packed in
Like lengthy Legos
Getting stack on
Top of one another

Aggression breeds aggression
My objections are silent
Because I am afraid
That they might come for me

It sounds like thunder
Repeating
Am I better off not seeing
What horrors lay beyond the field

the moon it brings romance in the sky above
stars are shining brightly such a night for love
lighting up your heart as you take a stroll
filling you with warmth warming up your soul
shining on the  beach lighting up the sand
as you walk together holding hand in hand
such a night for romance such a night of bliss
a lovely night for love to seal up with a kiss

Upon a birds feather,
in this stark weather,
he rises into the sky with wings.
He blocks out the sun,
I hear the silent hum,
and all the world sings.
As I feel his embrace,
I see his face,
and wipe a tear away with a sigh.
All I see is death,
there is nothing left,
and with that I finally die.