Sickening shadow,
Trapped in a dungeon of demogorgons,  
Rotting in an upside down hollow,      
Around dark and toxic in tons,            
Naive humans are trying to escape,      
Great ones are fighting it,
Endangering themselves by making the ground gape,
Right after to make it lit,  

Turning points and ticking time,
Hustling and hammering things with mind,                                                      
Inside a strange world doing a creepy crime,
Now this is about mystery to find,                                  Guessing and doing things right,
Shutting the gate of monsters because there's actually no way to fight. :p
                              -Faeza Kazim

Maybe you aren't brave,
And there's nothing you can do to satisfy your endless crave,
You may feel caged in your own thoughts,
And you're still waiting helplessly for someone to untie all the toxic knots,
I can tell how used to you have become and there's no positivity,
That you think it's going to continue for eternity,
I can see how you keep zoning out again and again,
Enduring pain and acting insane,
But how long you're going to suffer?
When you know exactly the only person who can save you from this, is the one breaking down to become even more stronger.
                                     -Faeza Kazim

My mind likes to wander in dark too much,
And ponder upon things I can never talk about,
It loves to play little games of scratch and touch,
Specially with those hidden wounds mumbling out loud,
It never fails to ignite my numb heart,
By making it feel things all over again,
I then begin to write my story word by word,
To let go things slowly like a droplet of rain...

That's the thing about her,
She'll burn her needs just to give warmth to your wants,
She'll love you in times even when she's drowning in her own unsaid rants....

How can we shape and shatter both,
knowing how harsh it is to break one's oath,
By deceiving and destructing people who trust us,
And still end up pretending so just,
How can we change colors faster than seasons?
knowing how fair it would be escaping our dark demons,
Instead of playing games with an innocent,
And simply letting all negative vibes vent,
How can we even fake immense love and peace,
knowing how badly it can break someone's heart piece by piece,
Killing all the hope and faith that were ever built,
And still not having any guilt,
Oh people,
How can we even hurt other souls?
Knowing that they were created by The same creator who created you?
knowing that He still loves you no matter what you do,
And all He is asking for you  to repent everything and never repeat what you ever did. :)

When things hit you badly,
Then let your heart embrace everything that's broken,
Because if it wasn't for any tragedy,    
Then you wouldn't have created any chaotic art despite being shaken.

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She was made of glitter rose and imperceptible stars,
Even the demons trapped inside her,
Started concealing her inner scars.

There comes a point in your life where you just stop caring,
By getting extreme numb from inside,
All of your emotions starts fading,
Washing them away like a heavy tide,
Along with kind love and endless hating,
To the point when nothing looks greater than ego and pride,         By forgetting the time spent in efforts of creating,
Even those beautiful memories fail to be by your side,
This is when you realize that life isn't about just living,    
But also see the people you can't live without,
Are also leaving...

When I fall for people,
That's just because their breathtaking soul simply takes over me,
And I just let them watch my eyes reflecting blood ripple,
Showing my endless want for them and the type of madness they would never wish to see,                  
When I get hurt,
I make sure I cry harder in silence,
And let them watch my red lips bruised and cut,
One of my ways to show them sweet violence,
And when I feel loved,
I spend my day in dreadful doubt of losing such gems,
Letting my mind get baffled,      
And thus ending up killing it by playing unfair games,
Because I'm such a psychopath,
I break bones of powerful ones and hearts of fragile ones,                          
I admire black clouds in thunderstorms,
But fail to relate beauty with rainbows,
I like fragrance of scented candles burning desires away,
And rose thorns pricking my fingers while I get zone out staring at them...
                        -Faeza Kazim

Made of imperceptible stars and glitter rose,
Offering love and care to everybody in the house,
There she is with a tender heart full of emotions,
Her dark circles and dry lips showed all the struggle she faced for us and still found joy in such affliction,
Early morning breakfasts to late night dinners,
Raising children from their first cry to make them real winners,
In spite of such excruciating life,
Laughing and crying with us all the time,
U**nique creation of almighty she is, who'll never leave you alone any time.❤
                      -Faeza Kazim

Broken bond,
With hearts so connected,      
Deep memories stucked and still in head like a crummy pond,
Making both of us go so dispirited,
The pain of the unseen wound,        
Leaving us poisoned with our bodies so  incapacitated,    
        
Lemme hear your sighs and sound,
Again to fix the ties so shattered,
Just to make my soul touch the bewildered ground,
To solve the puzzles of our fate,
That is so sick and beautifully scattered.

Some things in life are meant to be destroyed,
No matter how happy it makes you,
Even though there's no substitute to fill that void,
The color of love fades away like a lighter hue,
Making you feel disheartened and annoyed,
And you may feel there's no escape from such a specious view,
But somehow it gives you a new reason to live and a new hope which awaits for the miracles that are still due...

You are not only a part of my work place,
But also someone I really need to brighten up my tedious and monotonous day,
To give my heart some sort of solace,
And to make my day go brighter than the sun ray,
The bond we share is hard to express,
And the downright personality you carry is remarkable,
But now you're leaving by filling this void with so much of sadness,
With our memories so beautiful and unforgettable,
I'm going to truly miss a talented lady like you,                                          
And I'm hope you never change wherever you go,
By showering your wise thoughts on people,
And winning their hearts with an essence of love and forever glow. ❤
                           -Faeza Kazim

She's a strong woman who can smile carrying thousand hidden and harsh wounds,  
And when your heart begins to feel warm,
That's when you know she's around,
Forever spreading joy with her lovely charm,
She's a woman of wisdom who can impart knowledge to many at once,
And when your eyes denies to blink,
That's because of her deep dimples killing people more than guns,
Leaving everybody mesmerized with her lips so pink,
She's a woman who cannot break even in terrific storms,
A kind woman who's ready to risk her life when in need,
A jolly personality who likes breaking rules and norms,
Also easily spots depressed souls just by a face read,
And once you meet her,
You can never forget her sweet words,
She's a woman so great that will never leave your heart.

She looked so beautiful in white,
The smell of her skin was my only addiction,
Craved for her day and night,
And then she became my never ending obsession,
I felt fire each time my lips touched her,
By absorbing her fragrance so deep into my spirit,
She made my mind go high and my vision go blur,
Making me forget all the worldly worries that once used to hit,    
Rolled up in toxic,    
She kept destroying me every time I loved her,                                                  
With damaged lungs and body so sick,
I kept looking for peace in her,  
I wanted to leave her but it was too late,
Giving out the smoke of death,
'She' was just a cigarette,
Who finally ruined me while I was trying to escape its wrath.
                               -Faeza Kazim

Remember when candies were enough to make us happy?
And now even diamonds fail to brighten up our smile,
Remember when problems meant only maths and fights so ******?
And now our whole life is wrapped with difficulties like a heavy pile,  
  
Remember when relationships meant only exchanging gifts and smiling with joy?
And now we are like a lost soul crying to fix broken bonds,
Remember when heartbreak just meant to look at a damaged toy?
And now our numb hearts wouldn't even care about deep scars and blood wounds,

Remember when love meant happy endings and unforgettable memories,
And now it's all about fights wrecking our lives,
Do you realize how quick we've changed with time?
Simply surviving with hopeless eyes burying hidden stories and giving out negative vibes.

                   -Faeza Kazim

She sat beside me,
Staring at me with eyes so blue,                      
I could hear her soft cry,
And she had no clue,    
She looked and leaned on me with a grin,
Craving love and attention,    
I could feel her white furry skin,
And got mesmerized with her perfection,
With claws so sharp and so long,
She ran over my face leaving her love bites,
Playing and cuddling with me on my favorite song,                                          
She bought me back to life with her purring and lovely sight,  
She was everything I needed after the day so hectic and so long,                                      
She became the love of my life disguised as a cat,
Turning me into a kind and happy human from a spoiled brat.
                      
                    -Faeza Kazim

What's the point of wishing me Friendship Day,
When you know you may never see me again,
Your priorities may change someday,
And you won't be able to go back in time and act insane,
What's the point of promising me that we'll meet one day,
When you know you would meet more people and will manage to replace my special place,
Also you may narrate our stories to others someday,
But would never have time to re-create the same in this life's race,
What's the point of calling me your best buddy,
When you know one day you would be just busy looking for best in everyone,
But would never forget the times we shared which were hell crazy and deadly,
And I may cross your mind again when you'll see best friends enjoying their times like us and having fun.

                   -Faeza Kazim

♡I'm always there for you my precious son,
To see you happy was my only dream,
The day you were born was the day I already won,
And life went all cool and colourful like a rainbow ice-cream,
Though life's harder than all the games and fun,
But your success made me forget all the grieve and it made my heart feel happiness so deep,          
I'm so glad to be a mom of a boy who's the best of all and number one,
You're my little hero who made me feel so happy and so blessed to the point that I began to weep,    
Congrats again master Arhaan Ali,
May your future be brighter than the sun.♡
                          -Faeza Kazim

♡Of all those little memories,
Made up of our sweet stories,  
You're the fragrance of all my life diaries,
Making me smile through all the difficulties,
Filling this special void with your charm,
And making my heart go from cold to warm,
Holding my hand by your tight palm,
Changing everything from chaos to calm,
Now it's been a year,
I'll love you for a thousand more,
By pouring more happiness and cheer,
I wish you our first anniversary dear. ♡          
                         -Faeza Kazim

In his smile you'd see spark,
Hearing his loud laughter,
He always made the place look brighter even in the dark,
His mad whining made everyone's heart beat go faster,  
And the surroundings witnessed his presence with scattered toys and walls with a crayon mark,                          
Like an angel in disguise he could make a hard heart become softer,      
Even his pet cried looking at the joy he shared that once used to bark,
How silly he seemed but was the kingdom's master,
He was just a baby who ruled their souls,
Just a baby who made everyone happy, unknowingly.

                         -Faeza Kazim

Drowned and drenched,
Kissed and felt,
Gazed and touched,
With heart so broken and melt,
Eyes blinked and closed,
I plucked it with both pleasure and guilt,
Deep and damaged,
The passion that I could never re-built,
I crushed it to make my soul feel blissful and loved,
It was a flower so precious more than my world and wealth.

To fall in love is easy,
To stare at her for long,
To go deeper into her soul,
To make her your all time love song,
To make a promise,
To stay by her side forever,
To let your heart crave for her,  
To feel your mind getting insane when not around her,
BUT,
To stay in love is hard,
To look at her when she's mad,                  
To swallow ego and pride,
To listen to her all time rants,  
To keep a promise,
To overlook her flaws and still be there by her side,
To fight for her even if your heart begins to loose her light,
To loose your mind when you look at your love drifting apart.
          
                  -Faeza Kazim

For her art was all the colors,
Present in the makeup pallete,
Erasing her pain like cleansers,            
And making her life go all set,  
So ready to be brushed up with some makeup,
To meet with her all time pain healer,
By letting her face go through a little scrub,
She covered all the dark secrets like a concealer,  
She had a past darker than her smokey eyes,  
With eyeshadow blended so perfectly,
She looked so pretty and wise,
Killing people with her charm and spectacularity,
By using her lipstick dipped in blood red,
And like a sharp weapon she carried her contoured face,                                                   With her lashes so widespread,
She turned into a strong woman who got over all her depressing days.
            
                -Faeza Kazim

From beautiful huts to blasting buildings,
From greeting people to shooting bodies,
From aspiring dreams to shaken realities,  
From seeking cognizance to increasing calamities,
Turning green to red everywhere,
From rainbow sky to added black ashes in there,
The sound of cheers are so rare,
We lost people to ponder upon this and care,
Where do I find the old world again?
The world free from tears and pain,
Where do I find blooming flowers and peaceful rain?
The joy of kids playing and gazing old people walking down the lane,
This world made my heart go numb,
Looking at humans destroying each other,
Not even sparing fetus in the womb,  
At last the truth is there's no one to even bother,
The life goes on,
With hopeless hearts in this dreadful environment,
We all move on.
                          -Faeza Kazim

Because there's this heart still craving for you,
Would still die for you,
Would still love you,
Amidst all the madness within us,
Would still be with you,
To let you know that love never dies,
Despite all the games and lies,
It remains the same,
Just changes the view,
And that's never new.

Hell mysterious,
Like an untold story,
Trapped and tedious,
Recreating the same old glory,
Like a diamond so precious,
She marked another victory,
Again making you all go curious,
She disappeared like it was all so illusory.

We all are craving,
For love,
Holding those feelings like an ocean,
Running through our bodies like waves,
Wanting someone to be by our side,
And making us feel a little more than special,
We all are dying for such kinda attention.

☆She's such a mess,
Wrapped in glitter,
Like this dark sky,
Wrapped in stars.☆

Her feelings played like fire,
Messing her up along with the ashes of burning desire,
The hidden scars made her endure every depth of pain,
Chaos in her eyes made all her hopes go in vain,
Look at her jammed mind with calm beats,
And tangled soul trapped in shiny beads,
With eyes closed she tried to re-live those moments again,                                  
Waiting for that same feel that once drove her insane.

Soft and alluring,
Filled with an essence of love,
So dense from outside,
Sometimes moulded,
Sometimes crushed,
Melts when heated,
Freezes in cold,
So delicious and yet so bold,  

Sometimes stabbed,
Sometimes craved,  
With new flavors to delight,
Dark,brown and white,      
Just like a tough bourbon,
Her mind was hell stubborn,
      
Along with broken pieces,        
Her value remained the same,
She was like a chocolate,              
So grooved and yet so great. ♡

She fell in love,
Each time he cared,
Realizing how much she owe,
Her heart was touched looking at the things he shared,
            
He put all his effort just to bring that smile on her face,  
And made sure that her life never met any pain,
She was his only priority in this life's race,    
A determined man who worked hard for a small grain,  

The only person she could ever trust,
The only man who will never hurt,      
He was her father and more like a best friend,
She'll be forever his little girl,              
And the only man that can brighten up her whole world. ♡

And we're all ugly inside,
Damaged and ruptured,
While our souls are trapped in our skins so tight,    
Trying hard to escape like a bird,
Faking a smile and dressed so right,
With shiny eyes like the tip of a sword,  
Look at me deeply in the white light,
You'd see the darkest spirit ever.

Funny how we wish upon the same stars,
Dreaming our future together,
How the thought of being with you makes me forget all my scars,
Making my heart as soft as feather,

Funny how your face is a mystery to me,
And still your existence is so invigorating,     Wish I could go in depth like a sea,
And just end this waiting. ♡

Dark eyes and blood lips,
Hope versus few poison sips,
She chose goals to have a tight grip,
Of her life drowned like some huge ship,
Throbbing heart and twinging ribs,
She was just another mess fighting with hardships.

Cold heart inside a dry soul,
And shiny tears sparkle as they roll,  
Look at her mind getting devastated under all these goals,  
So numb from inside,tying all her desires with a hard rope,
Watching life go down the *****,
She became lifeless burying words under her quiet lips when she tried to cope,
Hiding everything behind that pretty smile,  
She patiently waited for her life to bloom again like a rose.

When everything begins to betray,
Making all those precious wishes delay,
Watching your loved ones drifting away,
And letting your feelings slay,
Can I just escape reality and run away?
For freshening memories for a day,
To let my heart revive and to make my hope brighter than a sunray....

Like iron they began hitting it,
Till it got ruptured,
Like puzzle she solved and placed the right pieces,
Which left people amazed,
Then soon her soul was murdered with pain,    
Because her heart was attacked with those horrifying thoughts again,
Leaving her mind drenched in sorrows,
While people watched her go insane.

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In her deep soul she was lost somewhere,
Broken and buried inside,      
She is dead and her soul is trapped,
Her mind is getting drenched in worries while her heart is getting ****** every second,
She is depressed,          
While she put on a smile,
And facing this world with dark eyes,
There was no one to notice her miserable life...

Some moments don't really fade away,
They stand still and stop your way,
Some make you think deep,and forever stay,
Some conquer your mind and just make you lay all day,
They never leave your way,
They make your mouth shut and let your heart say,
Some make you soft like a clay,
And some simply make your day! ♡

Sometimes all you need is that one person,
The one who can wipe your tears without touching you,
The one who can love you unconditionally,
The one who can make you laugh in sorrow,
The one who can stand by your side everytime,
The one who can laugh with you,cry with you,live and love you all the time..
That one person is all we need sometimes.

When sorrows sorround you,
When things depress you,
When you are unable to express your emotions,
When you are forced to supress your passion,
When you keep failing everytime,
When you can't fight the hardships of life,
When you start hating everything,
When you end up thinking suicidal things,
Those moments when you feel helpless,
And you begin to act way too careless,
Then comes the time to fight,
Hold your breath tight,
Bring that smile on your lips,
Not for me,not for you,but for those who care about you.

Kiss of love and everyone becomes a poet,
Some are breaking down and others are wandering around,
Sleepless nights and dreaming in day light begins,
You talk for hours like its the first time,
She becomes your life and you ignore this world for her,
With this kiss of love,
Everyone becomes soft,
You start seeing this dark world brighter than ever,
And when she smiles everything becomes colorful,
Just one kiss of love can change you,
Either for good or worst,
This kiss is something you can't forget.

Its hard to leave someone you love,
Someone you can't live without,
Those memories won't fade away,
Stuck in head all the time,
Its hard to say goodbye,
When you know its the last one,
With a heavy heart I'm leaving,
And slowly I'm moving,
That was my last goodbye to someone I adore.

And there are people still awake,
Some are thinking deep,
While some stood near that lake,
Some are thinking about those promises they couldn't ever keep,
While some are living in a fear and couldn't make,
Some are dreaming hard which won't let them sleep,
And brave hearts are busy in wars,
While the cold hearted people are trying hard to forget their scars,
Everyone has got their own stories,
The same old night and the same old worries.

When the last time I saw you,
I can't forget that place and the view,
The sun was all red,
It was all beachy with clouds ahead,
Like the waves you were coming near me,
I was nervous but was waiting for you to hold me,
I could see that shine in your eyes,
It was all mixed with happiness and fear,
And that love coming from your eyes in the form of tear,
I kissed you soft and stepped behind,
Waiting for you to hold me back and set your mind,
You quietly stood and said 'I love you',
I broke down hearing it from you,
My life felt complete,
I could hear the sound of my heart beat,
That was the last time we met,
Now its all over and you just left making my eyes wet,
We weren't meant to be together for long,
But I always feel you in every tune of the song...

And how can I tell you that I am falling for you,my heart beats hard when my eyes sees you,the long lasting effect it left on me,I don't know if you ever feel the same for me..
and how can I tell you,that your presence make my soul smile all day long,you have conquered my mind and it keeps playing a melody song,
and how can I tell you,the fear of losing you is making me die inside,and the joy of having you is making my eyes see the world go brighter with your light
....
And how can i tell you....only if you could feel the unsaid feelings,it would make my life complete...<3