On the 5th day of May
I finally conceded that I failed.
To prevent my heart throughout the day
And night, I bailed.

Only to realize, it's too late now
Not to say sorry but to stop this wild,
Foolish admiration and will try to vow
To disregard this thing I have inside.

Feel it in my chest, beating rapidly
And presto,
I realized I'm doomed, really.
For it's not what it was supposed to do.

It was the 23rd day of March
You felt his warm and gentle touch
As the breezy wind clothed you
His frisky voice embraced thou

Ages after, there's something inside
Your heart you can't describe
No, it's not like you can't,
It's more like you're scared.

Aghast of the pain you once felt
From the young lad, an iniquity
He scarred you then, you nearly melt
Afraid of the feelings that remains sticky.

I wish to see your smile again,
With all your strengths,regain.
I'll stay with you forevermore
For you're my best bud, for a lifetime more.

At some point, you seem like crying
Even when your lips feel like smiling
Your genuine self's now gone
As he left you for one more woman.

It is afflictive
For you have doffed the vault's key
Secrets lie, enclosed.

That girl who was once
Your lover is now flowing
Like distant river

Accio mr fanboy and look straight in my eyes
Wait for a bit as I stupefy your heart
Though I can see your fist, about to fly
And touch this face as your bid of goodbye.

It was a cold night of december
With a coffee in my hands
Ghosts of my past are hauting me

You were there
Comf'tably sitting and staring
Thy eyes intently looking in mine
With questions like how and why
Questions without answers
For only you can feed me with one.

You had feelings for me in highschool
Everyone knew how you felt
Everybody knew that I almost melt
Everyone knew...
But me.

If only I knew.
I'm not in his arms if only I knew.
I was a coward and so are you
We were terrified to spill the tea of truth
Hence, our feelings were torn and turned into ruth.