can't you see that we are
tumbling through a tumultuous relationship,
free falling amongst gravity depleted plains
while
clinging onto an imaginary lifesaver of hope?

I want a bullet to the brain
but not the repercussions
of it rattling in my skull
& exiting to strike those
that are too close.

I hate this depression ****.
I would always feel sad, fatigued, and unmotivated.
If I had a choice,
I would not choose this madness.

Chin Up
Head Up
Chest Out
Shoulders Raised
Back Straight
Decisive Walk
Look Important

Chin Down
Head Down
Chest Caved
Shoulders Slumped
Back Crooked
Unsure Footsteps
Look Unimportant

Chin Straight
Head Straight
Chest Relaxed
Shoulders Comfortable
Back Flexible
Slow Steps
Look Calm

You saw me once and walked away
You saw me twice and came to stay
You reached out your hand and took mine in yours and pulled me out of the dark hole i created you showed me mercy when no one else would and gave me hope when no one else could
a stranger saw my problems
and didn't run away instead
he ran straight to me and helped me through the pain
and when i finished crying
he looked at me and said,
" you'll never be alone cause ill be there till the end."