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 Jan 2015 EmptySadness
Remus
I lost a friend.
        They started it
                and I finished.

Saying goodbye to
        everything I loved
                about them.
                        I turned away
                                and never came
                                        back.

I'm sorry,
        but how was this
                for the best?

Best for you,
        but never me
                because I'll miss you
                        more than you ever
                              missed me
It's 4am and I'm laying awake half naked
worried about money and life, but that's
nothing new.
What the **** am I doing with my life and where
is the next step of the equation?

It's just like math,
all the tools are there right in front of me,
but I just don't understand and I'm too afraid to ask
how to proceed.


Emotionally, I'm a wreck.
Socially, I'm a wreck.
Mentally, I'm a wreck.
Physically, I'm alright.

Overall, I'm just ******* confused.
How many tears have to fall on my pillow
before something finally clicks in my messed up
pile of **** I call a brain?

Help me.
 Jan 2015 EmptySadness
kaden
Gone
 Jan 2015 EmptySadness
kaden
I drowned myself in my blood sweat
and tears just to be with you
and now you're
G O N E
I just wish you appreciated me a little more.
 Jan 2015 EmptySadness
kaden
Darling I want to kiss
Your lips like how the waves
Meet the shore
you're so **** beautiful
 Jan 2015 EmptySadness
effaced
For you My Dear,
I would give you the world, or die trying.

You My Dear, are never the reason i'm crying.

My Dear, I have saved you once, and i would
save you again.

But know, you owe me nothing.

For You My Dear, i have a different kind of love.

You bring me joy under the sun.

I hate to hear you struggle,
I hate for you to think i am abusive
and cold.

For You My Dear,
I
Am
Open.

Openness is my kind of love for you.

I Love You.

For him, i feel differently than you.

He can break me, just as you, into two.

For Him, I long to be near.

For You Dear, I feel the same.

But the nearness i yearn for, for you both...

Are on different planets.

You are always going to be,
The one person i know will love me forever.

He, i hope and i pray, that him and his promises will stay.
But there have been so many hims, but hopefully, he is it.

But You My Dear, Are Altogether Another Thing.
My
Love
For
You,
Is
Innocently
Pure.

For Him,
I want things, thoughts that have just barely begun.
With him i want to share extravagant things.

But My Dear Sweet Child,
You
Come
Down
To
All
I
Need,
If
He
Shall
Fail.
For Her.

— The End —