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  Aug 2016 Ellie Sora
E C Vadnais
There is that tree in the park,
The one those men converse under,
Of what was, should have been,
Before their loss.

Under a winter sun I once heard them say
The truth while lying all the same,
Of how things were and
How came their loss.

Go hear those men by the tree.
They speak from near the end,
Of love found and lost,
Of what might come,
If love is not lost.


© 2016
There once was a time when age was though of as having obtained a form of wisdom, and for the most part that was true. It seems only recently that age has become an embarrassment.
  Aug 2016 Ellie Sora
Star Gazer
Like the whistling
sound of a steam train,
that was muffled
by the crowd of people.

Like an explosive sound
contained in a vacuum
waiting for the pressure to
create something that matters.

Like the sound of a bass guitar
playing a bass line,
drowned out by the sounds
and songs of people screaming.

Like a single drop of water
crashing against rocks,
following the flow of the
cascading waterfall.

Like the sound of a scream
in a vacuum,
like the sound of the words
"doesn't matter".
Ellie Sora Aug 2016
It kinda feels unreal
Confusing; I don’t know what to feel
I can’t believe it; it’s so strange
It’s different; everything’s changed
I never imagined this summer could be like this
I never imagined I would feel my first real kiss

A lot of things were difficult
I had to act in ways that weren’t my typical
That made me find a new me
But at the time, it didn’t make me any free
A felt locked; I felt scared
People wanted me to speak but I never dared

You see... the only person I wanted to talk with
The only person I wanted to share with
The only one I felt I could trust most
The only one I ever felt as close...
‘s you... but you’re gone
So I had to go on alone

An’ somehow... I made a step ahead
You know what happened?... I don’t feel dead
Actually, I feel more alive now
Good things happened and I don’t even know how
But I don’t care ‘cause I’mma take the risk and smile
‘ll do anything to keep it, and not only for a while
‘cause I want to taste more
‘cause I like the feeling to love... and be loved back (; not like before)
I like to be hold tight throughout the night
An’ hoping no one would turn on the light

Having someone defending me...
How can I not feel happy?

It’s amazing to have what I’ve got
‘n’ I like it; I like it a lot
  Aug 2016 Ellie Sora
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There are people, whether you'd like to believe
With their heads in the clouds
There are people, with more than just tricks up their sleeves.

There are people
with minds that wander
There are people
who hide under
Tables, and ceilings, and shelves.
Or smiles.

When I was younger
I would squeeze myself into tightness
Some nights I still feel like that
When hell breaks loose
And my head reminds me
Of a boxing ring
Or a shooting range
Or a couple's therapy.

I aim my gun, and pull the trigger.
Maybe one day,
One day,
I'll stop pretending I don't hope for too much.
  Aug 2016 Ellie Sora
Akira Chinen
Take a dream to a star
****** the man in the moon
Put a bullet in his back
Watch the sky crack
Walk along the fallen pieces in the air
You will find it easiest this way
Don't mistake your tears for the rain
You will only get lost in the waves
It might feel like its been weeks
Of weeping in a dream
And thats when you will find
A starfish in a noose
Hanging just out of reach
You won't be able to take another step
Without finding your own death
You will be at the beginning of new dreams
When you find yourself
At oceans end
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