when everything we touch
either turns to ash
or turns to gold
we must learn
when to hold on
and when to let go

car ride,*
to,
your house,
to,
your yard,
up,
the stairs,
to
your front door,
to,
enter,
to,
step inside,
to,
look around,
to,
be leaded,
up,
stairs,
to,
stop,
to,
open the door,
to,
enter,
to,
wait for you,
to,
sit with my friend,
in,
your room.
to,
watch you enter,
to,
ask you about your day,
to,
be your friend.
but,
you, lay, down,
to,
pull, me close,
to,
not, let go,
to,
get, on, top,
to,
go, down, my pants,
to,
take, off, my top,
to,
not, hear me, when I screamed,
**STOP.

I start to dance to my beloved song.
I won't lose the rythm. My heart beats along
And shouting allong is my only wish choice.
I give a **** that it's night and I've got no voice.
Cause there is a meaningful duty
To the lyrics hiden inside.
To show feelings and their  beauty
To those unawaere and blind.

Love and revenge. They are so sweet. But there is something even sweeter. That moment when someone wakes up and gains an ability to see through the illusions. I know it's painful to the point you wanna live no more. But I don't feel sorry for those people. They will be alright in a week. I feel happy for this planet having one less dummy and one more rebel.
I feel joyful just hearing someone say "this society *****. I give a **** no more". That line makes me feel less alone. It's great having someone who understands you even just a little.
So tell me. Does this feeling make me cruel?

Forget with no regrets. Forget it all.
Rise now and follow future's call.
Forget those who have made fall.
Forget that love and rise up tall.
Forget those who forgot you, made you cry.
Let go of pain, laugh, survive, don't be shy.
Only one thing don't forget- that people love to lie.
Forget the rest. Rise up  and get back to the sky.
This a new year, the year you don't meet blind.
Stay brave and go ahead alone. Leaving pain behind.
Fly free ahead. There are no borders for you mind.
Seek for a dream. And follow it once you find.
And strengthen your will, so it can't be denied.