To My Eternal Lover,

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Know I loved you,
love you,
and will love you always.

From the very start,
I was always yours,
From my first breath.

I can feel you around,
even when I don't know you.

If I even glance at other boy,
I feel as if I betray you.

If you ever read this,
Understand our love is anything but simple.

It’s crafted by the god of love himself,
I hear him whispering that truth.

Never doubt my love for you.

I may be flawed,
But I promise to give my all.

Let's love each other,
till eternity.

Our Spiritual Love.

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She's shaking.
Unstable.
For the taking.
Swallowed in fog.
Connection is lost.
She's cut off
From herself.
She's cut off.
Can't get out.
There is no where but here.

"Disappear. Disappear."
She whispers.

"I am here. I am here."
She answers.

"Tell me." He says,
"Tell me all that you dread."

And her fears spoke louder
Than anything ever said.

The clock ticks,
eyes wide,
the night is heavy,
wrapped in silence,
dreams just out of reach.

I lie awake,
lost in shadows,
waiting for dawn
to break the stillness.

When everything hurt
And the world faded before my eyes
Huffing for air and patching at my lungs
I looked and searched for the redundancies in my existence
Only to kiss at the realisation, that maybe the world does not deserve me