I feel like river water.
And I don’t belong to stagnancy,
yet I’m caught in a lake.

•••

I’m destined
to move silt and sediment.
And overturn
submerged pebbles
so they won’t see
the green of moss.

I’m meant to surge
and eat into banks
so I could be split -
to make more of me...

My reach would extend
far and wide -
like scraggly fingers
grabbing at the
face of the earth.

My energy channelling
through careless forks
and into slimmer branches.

•••

My soul is river water....
And my heart renounces
the throne to idleness.

Yet I am,
but a lake.

Twisted
and tangled
in chains and wire
only broken by God's holy fire.
Heavy metal
and enlarged iron
that I cannot shake
only broken by God's holy fire.
Once I am released
from the chains
that weighed on me
for the Lord declared I am free.

When WE LOVE
The BELOVEDz is inside YOU
YOU are inside your BELOVEDz

The LOVER is inside YOU
YOU are inside your LOVER

The cosmos is everywhere
Inside, out and around YOU

There is nothing in LIFE
You wish to claim

No empowerment, No success
No wealth, No power
No experience, No security
No rights, No equality

All that is sensed
Between YOU & your BELOVED
Is the cosmic dance
Of Consciousness

I, ME and MINE
Dissolves in the moment of
That union of LOVE

The reality of LOVE transcends
All and every
Existential Experiential

I just don't care
You keep me as a LOVER
As a friend, as a colleague
As an enemy, as a opposition
I just want to be with you

With your soul energy

Because that is what is keeping me alive
You can hate me, beat me, kick me
LOVE me, care for me, be kind to me
Do whatever you want to me
Just, keep me with you my LOVE

Give me whatever you have within you
Bring all your emotions out in open for me
Use me as your punching bag - or
For your soft teddy bear hugs
You are worth everything I've and will live for
Whatever I've gained and I've lost
Since you evoked your LOVE in my heart
You are my desire I never ever knew

Lay down flowers and thorns in my path
I am ready to walk through all
The fire, the valleys, oceans, deserts & mountains
Just to be by your side, be with you
So please never think of
Going away from me dear

Even if you sell me in an open market
You won't be able to sell me totally
My heart, soul and LOVE
Will always remain with you
You own me so much that you can
Even sell my dignity and my "I"
I've surrendered my everything to you
You can enslave me like
A good master treats a pet loyal dog

YOU should just know one thing
I LOVE you much more than my self
My dignity, my spirit, my freedom

Let your hug become my garland of LOVE
Let your kisses become my sleep & dreams
Let your LOVE-making become my LIFE

I just don't care
You keep me as a LOVER
As a friend, as a colleague
As an enemy, as a opposition
I just want to be with you

With your soul energy

Butterfly butterfly sit a while
speak to me in your divine form
as the rocks become temporary bed.

Echo inside the wind as breath I take.
Let your wisdom pour into me
so I may fly in thoughts.

“Beloved one. I am a child like you
of Mother Gia.
A free winged being
that moves with source.
I drift with wind at back
and sun in sky.
When clouds come I dance knowing
it too shall pass to reveal warmth.
Remember moving through those clouds
and rain brings the rainbow.
Remember connecting to your etheric wings
allows freedom.
You may not verbally hear me sing
but I sing with my heart
sing feeling one with moment
breeze and light.
I am a butterfly of love
as are you.
Do review my words
so you may move in peace.”

Request was answer
and my wings are spread
ARE YOURS?

I focus in breath with intention
to stay in the moment
orchestrating my journey.

I dance spinning gracefully with the drifting waves.

I sing expanding heart with the precious birds.

I write sculpturing with my treasure chest of words.

I celebrate connected to God and the God-like being I am.

I live in the moment manifesting my dreams cause I can.