Being suicidal doesn't mean i'm going to **** myself

Being suicidal is having this unexplicable ache while you're living

It's waiting for your life to end, and wishing you didn't have to carry on

Having this ache, an incapability to feel happy living, doesn't mean that I am going to **** myself -

It just means I wouldn't mind dying.

Always feeling never enough
And everything you do, will not be good
Its a hard battle and difficult prison to break out of

Sometimes life is good
Sometimes it really is ****
We just deal with it

So much of my life has been
spent searching for
*the right person
that I forgot
*to be the right person

Must we travel
so far
to feel a love
so
near