And you tell yourself you'll change.
And you don't.
And you push your hand through the water,
turn upside down, watch the sun ripple.
And you stand in the shower-
No, you sit in the shower,
and you breath through the water,
and you imagine what it might be like to drown.
And it feels like air is hugging your lungs for the first time,
curl upside down, pretend the water is rain.
And you're walking home, because you have a home,
and it's raining.
And you didn't think to grab an umbrella.
And you don't care.

When your hands are cold, always trust in a hot water faucet.

Clouds are made of water.
It makes sense to feel like you're floating on air.

Tears flow plays in unison

With a black emotional lullaby



A mesmerizing dream turns cold

The promises swallowed with venom

Great pain of heart to head crawled

Till the enchanted voices heard are of demons



Come with us my dear

And we will give you rest

Someone love you here

Let it ended for your best



Tears flow plays in unison

With a black emotional lullaby

The silvery blade turns crimson

From a body whose soul just wanted to fly



People are crying, still asking why oh why

Marching while listening to the same black emotional lullaby  

Said then you are okay but 'twas all a lie

Now, you are a lonely soul who's so afraid to face the sky



Tears flow plays in unison

With a black emotional lullaby



4-28-2016

9:28 PM

Mysterious_aries

The flipside of the day

Brings a lot of melodies

Of painful journals

At most the moon and stars are dead

For those eyes that lament for the beloved

The breezy sound of the wind

Doesn't bring a beautiful song of serenity

Instead a tune of sinister

Darker than the night

Because the lullabies of every nocturnal

An echoing elegies

For those who were left behind

Sightseeing imaginary images

Whispering song for them

Every night

Still dying inside



5-25-2016

Mysterious_aries

Can't dream a lovely scene

When heart was broken

Light was dim, grass not green

The bolt of grief was open



The lullabied sang

Killed the rainbow

Noah's rain, flooded pain

A desperate tomorrow



Can't paint a flamboyant view

My muse is dead

Lovely rose, heaven knows

Now, I will paint death instead



5-12-2016

9:15 PM

Mysterious_aries

The boy who couldn't handle the world
Couldn't find what everybody found
His place among
All things weak and strong
So he turned to run
From all things he'd never done
From the losses he had never won
Found himself in a meadow
Filled with life and beauty
A slight breeze
Caressing his tears
He had only two choices
From wich to choose
As he sat
Accompanied by the music in his head
His mind arguing life
His heart wishing death

Another day to come,
A battle new,
within your head,
To rip u apart,
Get ready with your swords,
to slay the demons again!