O Holy God , listen to all my wounded pleas today.

Hold the hurting, rescue us and breath freshness today.

Into our hurting Lives,  for we all need you Holy God.

Hear our Cries, rescue all of your hurting people.

Breathe a Fresh start in every Life of your people.

Breathe Freshness into each of our Lives today God.

For each of our Lives , has some pain in it now.

For this world has changed, the world is lost one.

But you still have the power to save whom you choose to.

Because you are God, and you Love your people Lord.

So do what only you our Savior can do today, Save us.

For only you have the Power to save anyone from death within.

For there is none other that can Save, but only you Lord.

So do what you do best Bring out a Miracle into our Lives.

Save us from all of the wickedness, surrounding us today.

For there is so much evil in this here world today save us.

I was asked
         
                 why don't you
                   write something
                                 positive?
postive,
positive?

maybe it's like
school,
it's hard to weave
interests into subjects
coincident not
of delight

a page is an unworn
white t-shirt
that i seem to stain
unrecognizable
when my pen
wipes it's fingers

and theres nothing
more to clean my
hands with

so i guess
why i don't write
positives a majority
of the time
is because when it rains
the ground doesn't
just decide to stay dry.

Christ creation is truly something to behold.
When you get a glimpse at a beautiful sunrise.
Whether its in Florida or California or anywhere else.
It takes your breathe away, the beauty of it all.
For Christ creation does take my breathe away.
Seeing the leaves change color on the tree tops.
The greatest part about it no one can charge you.
To see all of this genuinely beauty is free of charge.
So get your camera out and start shooting pictures.

Just look at her!
She's so radiant and flawless!
Her footsteps leave marks of perfection
She walks with confidence
She's not afraid to walk with her head *****,earning all mans respect
She's not afraid to breathe because this air is her own!
Her smile is so contagious
She makes it look so effortless!
Something most people couldn't do for years she does on a daily basis!

Little do they know that she leaves behind a morbid home.
A place where her heart is unknown.
Where punches get thrown like dice
Where she walks on thin ice!
Where her tears put her to sleep
Where she prays to God and gives Him her soul to keep.

But before she goes out into the world she masks her face with the ashes of her soul.
Because she's perished on the inside
And flaunts whatever is left of her tarnished soul.
She approaches the world forgetting about her pain
But still holds on to the thought that each day she sees might be her last.
So she smiles
Yes
That woman with the smile on her face.

I know that life is tough, and getting tougher as well.
This is why we need to rely on Strength from God.
For it shall be the thing that keeps you from giving up.
For we are made into Great Warriors fighting for God.
Not in flesh but in Spirit with his words of truth and justice.
For this world justice is not the same as Christ justice .
For we fight with Love, Gods unconditional Love here.
While this worldly warriors fight with human understanding.
With human strength but our Strength is by far greater.
Because our strength is not of this world but from God.

now final loss
is speaking close
i don't know how
but here it is
and fallen clouds
that cannot float
lie scattered on the ground

i look up at the
brazen curve

the ancient cage
of stifled gleams
beats into me

and just before the end
it's all a dream
i cannot seem to
understand

the fire of my heart is hot
but coldness sits inside
and rots
the heartache

why the places that i see?
what is here for me?

beyond the ashen hill
i cannot find
the final resting place
i've left behind

before the void comes can you tell
which way the wind blows

or is it just
a silent stillness
on the land
of iron hills and fallen clouds
and solid sky above?

tell me the answers
that i seek to know

perhaps i'll see
the secrets of
my mystery

or else i'll find in something stolen
answers for a broken mind
to feast on
in the day

at night they ****


but trust me, i don't want to die