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Stephanie Jan 2018
I have this almost perfect life
Ever supportive family,
Bestest of friends,
The love of my life,
Achievements and success,
Fame and sweet praises,
Beauty and brains,
Love over pains,
A healthy body,
All the riches,
And all the possible happiness,
I got them all
What could I ask for?
I'm not bragging of them
I just wanna be thankful
For this wonderful, awesome life
Just one thing I don't like about me





I have this hobby of lying.
Stephanie Jan 2018
Our universe always says no
But my heart will always go
Into the pockets of your soul
Like being yours is her role

This is not a romantic movie
But if you just notice me, I think it will be

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I forgot my address. Would you open the door of your heart for me? :)
Stephanie Jan 2018
You are frowning so often
Did life hit you hard again?
Litter of tears,
A cry that no one hears

I saw you tried
For the thousandth time, I know you're tired
Of turning everything worse into better
However, all you received was hatred and anger

No. I will not say
That it is okay
I know that wasn't the word you need
You just wanted someone who really care indeed
and that could be me. i can be your hero if you just call my name.
Stephanie Jan 2018
...

Darker than black
Newly folded laundry in stack
It's 19th of may
Everything went astray

I've searched beyond invisible lines
Reminisce the joy of Valentine's
Until it went a little strange
Distorted, glitch of change

Ten feet stepping on the wooden floor
Sneak in silence from backdoor
My mom's tulips still fresh on the table
My dad's toolbox now disabled

Visitors are kinda too funny
They have unique way of greeting my family
I noticed they had many luggage in them
I wonder how they come here without a car then

Tonight, the cold wind blows
Colder than a frozen rose
I missed the oven-fresh pie
Mom's apron is now red-dyed

Ronan loves watching tom and jerry
Today he watched live episode of same story
I run to him like how we play with our husky
But I tripped off and spill the glass of rye whisky

They help me to clean the mess
All I wanna do now is rest
I drained my energy playing
The game where I know I'm not winning

The guests are now leaving with smiles
Their boots stained linings of tiles
I couldn't wave goodbye
I'm too busy to give a sigh

It's cold here behind yellow light
uncomfortable and slightly tight
boredom reigns over here
still waiting for cops to be seer
Know that you who reads this is the cop here. Waiting for your deductions, mr./ms. detective ;)
Stephanie Jan 2018
You don't have to be a soldier
To win your own battles
You don't have to be a doctor
To heal your wounds
You don't have to be an artist
To paint your own life
You don't have to be a teacher
To teach yourself how to love
You don't have to be a chef
To spice things in your day
You don't have to be a pilot
To control the direction of your path
You don't have to be an engineer
To build your own reality from dreams
You don't have to be a musician
To harmonize your relationships
You don't have to be a scientist
To discover everything
You don't have to be a millionaire
To have everything

You don't have to be someone
To know that YOU CAN.
Stephanie Jan 2018
What a day of frustration it was
An eccentric masterpiece on stained canvas
And tho I like rains,
Seems like heaven poured me so much pains

I tried to be chill when
Regrets tried to haunt me again
1, 2 or 3 years ago
Dead end. I couldn't go

Still remember lines of disappointments
In their tired, disgusted faces
As I put my head down,
I knew I won "Ms. Miserable" crown

"It'll be fine. If not, just know it will"
An everyday lie of my mastered field
And if gets harder, more pressure pressing over me
I will repeat a cycle of negative positivity

Because if not,
What will I got?
I have to be strong
I will be strong
Stephanie Jan 2018
If you wanna leave, then leave
But don't take my shattered heart with you
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