As I stand weeping silently on the streets.
As I lay weeping in my bed, no sound leaves my mouth.
As I sit weeping no tears leave my eyes.
As I silently scream I wear my public mask.
As I weep none will see my pain.

As I enter the gates of hell that lead to my mind I see visions of angels and demons.
They both beckon me, begging me to join them.
I choose one, my mind chooses another.
I choose one route but am directed the other way.
The neverending war in my head.

I scream but I make no sound.
Why did you do it? What made you think it was okay?
What made you think that because we were dating you could do whatever you wanted to me?
Why did you not speak to me?
Why did you pretend it never happened? Do you realise what you did to me?
Do you even realise what you did?
Why did you treat me like an object?
Why?
I scream. I wonder if I'll ever be heard.

The sound of rain outside my window
Petrichor filling my nostrils.
The old memories of you return
Hate fills my heart, I want to forget you.