here i am sitting, wasting my time
thinking of what words to use to describe
the scars you left, the blood i bled
how i felt when you left me behind

so i am still here sitting, wasting my time
thinking of reasons why you showed me your smile
the smile that gave me warmth every night
that suddenly became the beacon of my life

A feeling that can't be fake
by lies and deception someone made
it has no schedule or boundary
and it doesn't fade that easily

this feeling I want to gain
but it cant be easily obtain
it's not easy as one, two, three
it's hard even for you and me

this feeling never fails
it colors your life like in the fairy tales
but never assume an easy ending
cause life is full of problems that needs a lot of thinking

Happiness that's what I need
it's the thing that I really greed
but never misunderstand it's meaning
because it's one of the things that kept us from living

Desire  its either material or affection
its something we crave that will turn into an addiction
it gives a kind of feeling that couldn't be explain
afraid to tell and show how much you'll give for it to obtain
its something that can captures other's attention
but you'll never expect them to accept such kind of situation
you'll keep it hidden from other's observation
addiction is such a harsh word to describe someone's fixation
an obsession over something firm and stable
something that will make us feel enable
addiction is just a simple kind of obsession
of someone's or your own fixation
it's just a normal feeling of someone's want living in today's civilization
were everyone is driven by their own hidden addictions

pain confusion and unanswered questions
these are the things that keep me up at night
revolving around me tiring out my mind
leave me alone and let me sleep
don't i deserve to have a dream

praises are thrown
at the king wearing a barbed crown,
but when his not around
people thought of him as clown
surrounded by flattery with duplicity
and desperation of supremacy
still he never did lose his hope in humanity