sometimes i wonder
if the world i live in
is one i made up in my head
that exists only for me

and if that’s true
i don’t mind
because the world i’ve created
is filled with madness
but the best madness i’ve created for myself
is you

I shiver, and find
I have been believing lies
They clung to my back
And I never wanted to
But now I see and shudder.