I fell in love with a boy.
He was tatted and different than any other guy i ever met.
we met in the most funny of ways, working in a subway together, we talked almost all day.
texting and calling I fell for the guy who was not my type.
to short and way to old but i guess love truly has no numbers.
we talked about everything his daughter, my family and his, our friends and what brought us so far from home.
we laughed a lot and it was so simple we became fast friends.
then one night we went from friends to those with "benefits".
Slowly it changed we became more and more to each other.
Our relationship turning to love.
now we are a little ways down the road, starting our family.
November will be a month I will never forget...
the month OUR baby will be born
My body's carved from stone,
My lungs are made of gold,
Put a candle to my heart
And it'll die from the cold,
The cathedral bells they ring,
But the martyrs dare to sing,
They only seem to whisper my name.
The only air I breathe
Is the smoke from a fire,
Composure is my friend
As I dance on a wire,
Yes the people stop to stare
But little do I care,
They're only making fools of themselves.
I'm steady as a hunter
Like a shark in the tide,
Don't break above the surface
I'll be caught and I will die,
Try to live on higher levels
But I am just a rebel,
And invincibility falls to its knees.
I smile down at you
Looking in your deep brown eyes
You look up and coo
The world a place of wonder and beauty
You could never see the bad
You only see the love
And as I watch you grow
I know you are going to be strong
Your beauty shines on like a light
and the best part is
You are mine
You left me
Grew stronger when I just wanted to die
You were everything to me
Now your just my ghost
You haunt my waking hours
And steal the sleep I have
I wake often in fear that I loat u and when I realized I already have
Tht my night ears are real
I feel just as lost as before
I need you
But that is something I can never have
I'm lost without words
I feel like I'm a new person
But a lost one
I have no right to the words I say
I can clearly see and hear yet it is foggy and new
It pains me not knowing what it is that will come of me next
Who will be by my side In the end
I think of my favorite songs and their deep note lyrics and how they seem to reach out nd grab hold my heart how I would give anything to get lost in a song and live free and be happy again
i thought it was right before
now I am not so sure
I led you on
and I am sorry
I don't deserve to be in your life
stop, please stop caring
you deserve better and someone
who will love you right
im a tool not cool
YOU TOLD HIM YOU LOVED HIM
IT BROKE HIS HEART WHAT YOU DID NEXT
YOU SENT A TEXT
THAT WAS MEANT TO STING
IT SAID "HEY MAN, THANKS FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND"
YOU DID IT TO MAKE HIM CRY
AND HE DID AS HE DIED INSIDE
YOU WANTED TO SEE
IF HE WOULD REALLY BELIEVE
THAT YOU WOULD EVER LOVE HIM
HE DID YOU KNOW
AND WHAT DID YOU DO?
YOU TOOK IS HEART AND PLAYED WITH IT
HE WAS YOUR TOY
HE WAS A SPACE HOLDER
TIL YOU FOUND SOMEONE NEW
THEN YOU GOT RID OF HIM IN A CRUELISH WAY
YOU SENT A TEXT