Hello father,
Hello mother,
Do you know how I feel?

Hello brother,
Do you still care for me?

Hello best friend,
Hello old friend,
Do you still want to be with me?

Hello boy,
Hello special one,
Do you still remember me?

Please it's a lie
You do need curves
To be beautiful
You do need curves
For someone to want you
And don't ******* lie
Because everyone
Is materialistic,
Everyone wants a ****
Girl to play with
Sadly no one  falls
In love with
Beautiful souls
Anymore

This one is for the dreamers, the Walter Mitty(s), star-gazers
People who never stop going after the infinite possibilities in the world
No dream is too big,
Keep your head up and follow what you believe in
Nor the dreamer is too small
Never stop chasing everything you've imagined

Mama mama i dont know what is going on
You left me on the street
Someone found me
Someone passed me on
Someone cared for me
Someone gave me to a big house

Mama mama there are others like me here
But I don't now where they're from
I dont know who they are
I dont know if they have names
I don't why I'm here

Mama mama some strange looking people are here
They gave me a name
They gave me food
They gave me clothes

Mama mama they come to take me away
Away from this city
Away from this counter
Away from you

Mama mama where are you?
Why did you leave me?
Why am I without you?

Mama mama, I feel so alone
I have no real mother,
To call as my own.

I Looked beyond his hollow face, to a smile-- I tried to trace, but I couldn't get beyond the pain; so I stopped and stared again.  Looked  beyond the eyes and deep into the soul, to see the story never he told. Beyond the darkness, Beyond the rain, Beyond hatred, Beyond shame. he loved so once, when he had life... He called her lover and she called him wife. He loved so deeply within his mind, He thought she cared about his kind. Why, Did she run into the  arms of another... Another him under-cover? A sweet kiss he gave that night, Right before he took her life. Eyes saw them engaged as one, He reached over and got his gun; shot them once to the head... Kissed their passion--- Left them dead. now, I look into that face and see... the smile I tried to trace; One so happy... One so gay; of a killer that got away.

it's back.

the weight.
the fear building up between my eyebrows.
the tears constantly threatening to show.
the breathlessness between each breath.

i'm tired of fighting this alone.
i don't want to be strong anymore,
i don't want to hold it together for one more second.

every heartbeat is a miracle.

The truth is one of those late night chats made me fall deeply in love with you. The truth is I love your smile, I love the games and the teasing.
I was only ever upset with the guilt that came with being so deep and you NOT being mine.
I love the dimples in your cheeks and the way the light hits your eye. I loved when you played tough and when you think your a tough guy because I can see through all that  and I've watched it melt. I love the sarcasm and how you can handle my jokes.
I've only ever been defensive and pushed you away because I'm terrified to be hurt again. You know what I've gone through can you really blame me?
I love you and I'm hopelessly jealous of not having you...I'm not sorry I'm just in love. And I don't think you really know and it kills me everyday

If this is a movie,
Let me tell you I want my money back

Cause last time you ever
wrote me into your story
I was the girl
who could not make it to the interval


If this is a book that you are reading
Lemme turn the page

Cause last time you ever
read me something
I had to wake up
to find you missing

If this is nothing but a game to you
Lemme tell you I don't want to play anymore

Cause last time we played hide-n-seek
You never started looking
And I had to yell
" I'm over here"

If this is a life that I'm living
Lemme tell you I Want to end it

Cause last time I heard
Life is only for the living
And I have already
started rotting

If this is an expectation, I'm supposed to stand up to
Lemme tell you I'm already slipping

Cause last time you
held me in your arms
I felt a noose tightening around,
Strangling and choking me

If it is death what you are scared of
Lemme tell you, death is the only privilege we all can afford

Cause last time I opened my eyes
I saw how biased life was,
Every one thinks they have a plan
But Life tricks us all