My daughter was 3 states away.
With the court appointed I did not want to stay.

Holding on for you.
I did not tell nobody knew.

Devastate how you forsake.
A connection won't take.
My heart will break.
This body convulses and shakes.
To stay alive my breath can not make.
My spirit hovers above this realms gate.
My ex I truly hate.
He almost took me from this life.
I deserve to be a sane man's wife.

Counting the individual panes on a window , handles on a night stand and a chest of drawers .. Sixteen points of reference on a light switch , the dial tone is in the key of F major and I prefer to be alone ! Do you know what I'm going through , a play upon words just like I always do , in sequence , order in life to me is all about the timing ..Can you relate to counting your way through the day for the sake of having some form of control or say ? To hold your left elbow with your right hand and check each window for field of vision , recount the screws on the back of the television ?

I'm losing this game
I'm losing it all
I'm going to loose my life
I'm not winning at all

my love has 1000x
the energy of a
dead corpse

viscosity

singing telephone
wire

aeolion
harp

my heart beats
like a rabbit’s

me
the prey
crouching in
tall grass
ears flat
legs ready
to spring
with dusk’s
breath

I will continue
to shake
with this
expression