I don't need three words to say
I just need two, my own way
When I say I love, it's okay
You know I am yours everyday

Darkness was upon us now.
The moon was out, but we are in the dimness of cover.
None were aware.
We walked slowly, hand in hand.
Continuing on our path to freedom.
Not to be judged or condemned.
Living, if only for a brief time.
Loving as if there was no tomorrow.
For us there may only be today.
Together we shall be

Sunrise was magnificent.
Feeling like it was only for us.
We lay together smiling of bliss.
Renewed energy to guide us.
They were there somewhere far behind.
Calling, searching, begging.
No answer reported.
No sight of the beautiful lovers.
Gone.

where to begin
when the task is so mountainous
when all that can be seen is the unmovable
when the need to wretch comes as result of thought
when a heart may fail from silent screams turned inward
the beginning must begin
when there is no way out
when there is nothing left to give
when love seems an unrequited absurdity
when one more day will surely enable the morgue or sanitarium
the mountain is moved

"Why don't you like anyone? Let your hormones run wild! Live young while you can, it's ok to be a child."

Ask my again why I lack infatuation. These malignant young men need maturation.

They call it a crush, there's a reason, trust me I'm sure. It's destructive, it's toxic, it's flawed to the core.

The second I fall, or crumble, or slip; that's the day the time bomb, the dormant suffering wire is tripped.

The pointless pain from boys driven by ***, when I'm repulsed they'll just become another ex.

Why ask for pain when he gives you a glance? Why sit there and beg for just a chance?

You'll never love him, nor will he, you;
You'll just sit and wane and tell yourself it's not true.

I'm sorry it's blunt, but it's honest;
So before you let yourself love think on it.

~Kj

a friend of my friend said
the ******* the second floor flat
two blocks from your house
is in love with you.

is it the girl i ask
that spreads smiles on my way
everyday

or the one
throwing admiring glance
whenever i happen to pass

or the bubbly pretty who gazes
so long the road
shows me to her

nay you fail
says my friend's friend

she prefers to be shyly far
from her lover