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The shadows roll over me
Eat me alive
I let them because I know they are my friends
They hide me from society
The jungle of a community that we call the earth

I seek something dark in the middle of the day
Wishing you would just bring me inevitable pain
Seeking something dark
I'm hiding from you
Hiding from who you are

Seeking something dark
I let you overwhelm my pain
When you take over my brain
You leave me alone and unfeeling
Seeking something dark
Leave me alone in an unclear murk
I hope this relates to someone. Hopefully I won't leave yo in an unclear murk.
Fear is consuming
I don't want to live
But I'm too scared to die
I wonder what I'm worth
If my life is worth anything at all

Depression is consuming
It eats away at me with it's acidic teeth
I have been poisoned
This is what depression does to me

Emotions consume me
Leaving me alone and afraid
Fear fills my bones
As I wonder what is there left to live for
Is there anything left to live for
Other than the rainy days that me feel right
And the way I feel on those lonely gloomy nights

People don't understand why there's nothing left of me
I have been consumed by everything I find consuming
Her eyes are a green ocean that you could float in all day
Her fur a crimson that will wash you away
My smile grows when I look at her face
And I find myself when I pet her softly

A beauty everyday of the week
My Sasha is truly unique
Her mellow attitude and gentle breath
With put me to sleep, a gentle caress
Sasha is the most beautiful one
Sasha is Rylie's dog
This was written for one of my friends. Hope you like it Rylie!
I'm here alone
Are you happy
I fear you so much
You have stopped me
From making of fool
Of myself and my friends
But you have kept me at bay
Diminishing my existence
Hope that you're happy that I'm alone

Fear is what keeps me going
Fear is what keeps me back
My loneliness is what keeps me happy
Your complaints are what make you human
Your hate for me is what keeps you incorrigible
And I am here left alone
There is little reward for saying I told you so
Little feeling in saying I love you
So much hurt in saying I need you
So much longing in saying I want you
But I can't say it
I fear you and your words
Instead of getting closer to you
I start walking away
We got too close too fast
And now I feel lost in a sea so vast
No one could get me even if they asked

I back away from you
There is a hidden message in every move I make
A secret so big that you wouldn't be able to take it
Everything that happens is a warning
Something that you continue to blind yourself from
You pretend that I don't fear you
And I pretend that there's nothing I can do
Everything is a lie between us
Our life together is coming undone
The people wearing cheap clothes are the ones you hate most
And all of the girls in pink are the ones of whom you boast
You tell are you friends that you're dating a *****
And everyone of them nods their head and does nothing to disagree
I wish you had known
I wish you had known

You walk down the hall in a red and black letterman
You pretend like no one sees when you know they watch with bated breath
She thinks that you love her for who she is not her shape or her fashionable clothes
She thinks that you care even if you really don't
And all you really want is to feel her skin, look into those blue eyes
Feel that feeling that she always seems to give you
She doesn't make you feel love, she makes you feel alive
I wish you could know
I wish you could know

She sits on the roof where you shared your first kiss
Waiting for you, the lover of she will miss
She knows you don't love her
That you're probably somewhere with another girl who cares not about her
But you don't know that the girl in pink wishes you would care
You don't know how she will still love you through hell and everything else

Instead you sit there content and think of nothing but her curves
Her blonde hair, the way that you should care but can't bring yourself to do so
I wish you knew
I wish you could know why she jumped off that roof
If I was a window
My glass would be *****
Clouded by judgement
Shattered by people I knew
Some the people I love

If I was glass
I would be dust
The glass that you walk on
Forever stuck in the soles of shoes

I wish I was not the glass that people broke
I wish I wasn't the shattered glass they say I am
The fragile mess they want me to be
I am the most ****** beautiful shattered glass you've ever seen
Hopefully this relates to someone other than myself. Hopefully I speak your truth
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