[Laughs a lil...]
**** don't even hurt no more
That's what I've been telling myself
I cried over you each night
As if you were the suffix to my last breath
And that without you I wouldn't make it
to my next romance audition

I called you my personal cherub
I said my own angel
Little did I know that you would be
One of the fallen
I described you in the best metaphor available
Compared you to the only
Paradise I knew
Because you lit up the sun
Eros was your middle name

I was lovestruck
With a dash of promise
And a whole lot of assumptions
That maybe it was true
Thinking I was the one
but your imprint was on someone else
a connection I decided long ago to break
But you are like a hyperbole
Of my next love life
And I've been imprisoned
In rusting shackles and chains
Because I could not stop you
When you captured my heart

I was not saved in time
I was the perfect combination of
a dire omen
And bad luck
was my last enchantment
And as if my heartbeat was not loud enough
I heard you whisper my name
In all the shades of black and blue

Now if you hadn't gotten it by now
I have been breathing fire
since the day I was born
And you took that light out of me
But now I am an ice queen
Who's heart is stone hard
And I will not let you
Crush something
That was stepped on
A million lifetimes ago

What if our lives become different
Like our dreams changed
And everything we planned seems distorted
Out of place
What if we couldn't be together forever
Like we had to be apart for a while
And later be reunited as if nothing had happened
As if the last 4 years didn't pass
Without you

And after all that I was like
What do you mean

And he was like
I will be your mocking-Jay
And you can be my **Daisy

He is not my Hero
He is the only Demon
I've ever Loved