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 Oct 2015 Cassidy Jackson
Skai
i do not regret it
i do not feel ****** about it
and i would do it again in a
*heartbeat.
 Oct 2015 Cassidy Jackson
chris
1 am
i miss you
and your
silly jokes,
warm smile

2 am
im still awake,
and i miss your
arms around me,
comforting me
when i was sad

3 am
i need you here,
beside me, every
day, minute, second.
i need you here.

4 am
i love you and
i can't live without
you beside me,
telling me it's all
going to be okay.

5 am
where are you,
when i need you.

6 am
i can't sleep.
i can't dream.
all i have are
nightmares
I am the leftover fragments of a violent dream you once had.
You can't seem to remember enough to know the details
but even still-
it leaves you haunted.
My fingers hit a high note
As each tear fell to the beat
Eyes a foggy
broken window
Of bittersweet defeat
It's an orchestra of sorrow
Suckling a hopeful ****
We lie
and believe in tomorrow
Stumbling down an empty street
For we will always be alone
And you and I
won't ever
meet
I may look tough
but I am flower
fragile
my petals do break
quite easily too
you don't bother me
I won't hurt you
but this flower
can also be a deadly thing
with thorns and vines
poison that stings
I pack a punch
I know what I want
you try to walk on me
I'll eat you up
flower
that's would they call me
just a fragile plant, you see?
The rest of the world is black and white,
dull and full of fright.
Words are meaningless,
no one to address.
Life seems so empty,
all alone with no company.
Skin feels so dull,
already close to being numb.
Living without love,
made one unsure of what she’ll become.

But then she met with his eyes,
it put her out of her demise.

Her world now full of color,
everything had gotten better.
Words are no longer just words,
they are calls.
She no longer lives alone,
together they stand strong.
His hands no longer hands,
they are caresses.
Love is no longer love for her,
it is him.
destiny love
you
I don't know where I'll be
In 4 years,
But I hope it's somewhere beautiful
And with you.
I don't know where I'll be
In 3 years,
But I hope it's staring at the stars
And with you.
I don't know where I'll be
In 2 months,
But I hope it's on a park bench
And with you.

I don't know where I'll be
In 1 day,
But I hope it's somewhere beautiful
And with you.

                  t.s.
They say we are
What we believe we are,
So I guess
I was the only one
Who believed in
What we could have been.
 Oct 2015 Cassidy Jackson
apathy
I feel so ugly,
so out of place.
So worthless,
like I have the world to face.

Life pushes me,
this time I don't fight back.
I sit there and let it push me,
further,
further,
further down.
Nearly down a well of nothingness.

Here I am,
This is where I will stay.
I am happy this way

Happy feeling depressed.
Happy feeling worthless.
Happy feeling and being ugly.

I don't belong anywhere,
nowhere at all.
I am sorry I haven't been on in a very long time. I'm still writing, I just never find the time to post. And, my life isn't very good right now. I will try to update more
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