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Cassidy Jackson Nov 2015
i wish i could sleep forever
because
it's an escape
from my harsh reality
you don't miss anyone
and
you don't feel pain
Cassidy Jackson Nov 2015
I know you care

I know you love me

I know you'll always be there for me

But I can't stand those words anymore

I'm tired of hearing about how much everyone cares

Because sometimes,

It's your kindness that hurts the most
Cassidy Jackson Oct 2015
tick
darkness

they're staring
tick
darkness

they're laughing
tick
darkness

stares felt through the blinds on closed windows
tick
darkness

whispers
tick
darkness

eyes and voices
eyes and voices
eyes and voices
tick
darkness

tick

tick

tick tick tick tick tick
darkness

tick
**GET OUT OF MY HEAD
  Oct 2015 Cassidy Jackson
Akira Chinen
A simple life full of simple things
Is worth more than all the crowns
Of all the kings
Cassidy Jackson Oct 2015
my mind is like and isolated room
with a chill breeze coming from the solid walls

there are four doors
that lead to more doors
that lead to more isolated rooms

my thoughts make up these rooms
alone in their way of thinking

there is no solid thought
they all leave the isolated rooms
seeping through the cracks beneath the doors

my thoughts gather into one room
no longer isolated
and the four doors
that lead to more doors
that lead to isolated rooms
have disappeared

my mind now races

all these thoughts in one room
never quieting

no word is alone
and no thought is isolated

and that,
is what happens when
i get hit by anxiety
Sorry for my dry spell this week!
Cassidy Jackson Oct 2015
i hated how you treated me after a few months
i hated how you distanced yourself from me
i hated that you started to hate me

but, dear god did i love the way you hurt me
There was a beauty in the way you crushed me.
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