i didn't mind that you were hurt
i didn't mind that you were broken
covered with cracks
on your porcelain skin
it was shiny and beautiful
but just so thin
i didn't mind your demons
i really didn't
in fact
i invited them to try to take me down with you
i wanted to help you
you were close
so close to perfection
perfection
but instead i think i tied them into a noose
but darling, which one of us does it hang over?

I feel sad
for all of us
caught in someones spell
or more accurately  
their curse
we seem to surrounded ourselves with
that person
their are we long for
until
until it hurts
oh the pains unbearable
we took to many doses
took one to many sips
and never thought that kiss
would be the last time we kissed
we seem to have forgotten
too much of a good thing
is a bad thing

I said no to drugs once.
I looked a bag of **** right in the face
and, like a loving but firm father,
I said, "No."
I was really high.

Attention all ye
Deficits of Disorder
Look it’s a squirrel!