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Nov 2018 · 228
You!
amuba Nov 2018
You appeared!
We met!
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I found. . .
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me!
Yes I am still in the path of exploring myself, my weakness, strengths, my insecurities and the core Me.
I don't know why you came to my life and why you do this to me. But I am grateful. You make me more of who I am not just outside but inside too, you make me discover deeper.
Nov 2018 · 211
I HAVE, I AM & MYSELF
amuba Nov 2018
I thought I was lost
Between these fangs of turmoils of life events
I thought I was nobody
Having fallen so much I didn't even realize
I thought I had nobody
Scared to trust and willing to runaway.

Not really!

Mind plays such games with us sometimes
Reminds us to pick ourselves up
I HAVE to be lost time to time to get back to my path
I AM somebody to my mom, my father, my brother, my family
I have MYSELF all along
I don't know why I doubt myself so much
All I need is my trust in my own and never fear anymore.
While trying to please everyone we forget about the most important person, ourselves. Love oneself and we will love everyone from the heart.
Oct 2018 · 295
Just let it out
amuba Oct 2018
Spiral down the road and up the sky
I suffocate here with the sorrows of thunder and storms
But amidst all these let's not forget to breath for a while.

We will figure out a way sooner or later
With our priorities straight ahead
We see everything deeper and clearer.

I dream everyday of my goals and aspirations
In times hard and vague
They bring me back to my life and future imaginations.

One last note if I may put into the world in which I came
Just let it out from deepest and honest intentions
Angels come in different form like I found mine in the form of beautiful green gem.
With pure and honesty from inside, let it out. I am sure an angel will show up. Mine did.
Oct 2018 · 216
wait for me
amuba Oct 2018
why do you do this to me?
you leave me no choice can't you see?
morning till evening i worry
till evening till night that you will forget me
after you take care of me
after you show me the way to walk free.
i am learning, to the lock you showed me the key
it is hard for me still you bring me glee.
time i keep my trust in you not for me but for "we"
until then my angel please wait for me!
in times time is the only answer
brings us peace and brings us the key
Oct 2018 · 347
Just for me!
amuba Oct 2018
Wake up and breath deeper!
Stand up and raise my head higher!
Grateful and rekindle the fire!
Remember my roots and work harder!
Love and Live for yourself and everything follows.
Oct 2018 · 195
Guilt and Love
amuba Oct 2018
It was a moment of blank emptiness in my head,
Hard earned art-form turned to life
Through the medium of fingers, heart guided
Melancholy and freedom was the expression of my drive.

Like a sudden storm after the calmest state
Erupted inside me a feeling of deep belongings and big disappointment.
A sudden realization of familiarity, I got used to long back.
A feeling so normal and natural like a river flowing carefree taking any embodiment.

Time ceased, fingers froze, I leaned backward,
Confusion in my head and guilt in my heart.
Scenery of memories rushed
And Guilt! My heart was crushed.

Between waves of unknown chain of people
Emerged a damsel, this time not in distress.
Anger in her body but love in her eyes
Spoke no words, red hair, the familiar way she caress.

Soft and tender her hands may look,
Sudden ringing ears which had me shook
My dumb brain, grasping the situation to stay calm
Was I in her warm arms,
Her body shaking as she knelt,
My heart filled with the greatest pain and love ever felt.
Went to follow the passion of art and music, left home, left everything, even his love. Life is crazy amazing , reuniting them again in a place no one was expecting.
Oct 2018 · 633
Misfit
amuba Oct 2018
Go back to your nest my friend,
The world here is cruel and unkind.
Before you even spread your wings,
They will come with fire and sweet words
Burn you dreams
And even let you pay the price for it.
Demons roam here everywhere
Telling you, he is your guardian angel sent from heaven;
Teach you to be like everyone.
Fear inflicted on you if you are not norm;
All kids are born equal they say.
And if you show something they don’t like to see
There you become something, something called a Misfit.
Everyone is a misfit in one way or other, it's called a gift.
Oct 2018 · 2.6k
Good morning Sunshine!
amuba Oct 2018
Good morning Sunshine!
Welcome to the world, harsh and blind.
However, with block of cheese and a glass of wine,
We kick the harsh world on their behind.
We will work hard and we will grind,
Help each others and be kind
Spread love and together we dine,
Raising our glasses till the day we really Shine!
Oct 2018 · 512
My Angel
amuba Oct 2018
I sit here in a coffee shop
Staring at the empty seat across,
Imagining it’s you facing me,
Smiling big and talking deep.

I just enjoy staring at you,
Dancing in the air of confidence and sweet love.
Never been easier getting myself lost in those eyes
**** those eyes do speak, no lies.

Noticing me, you asked what happened
I would just smile and give you a kiss
I wonder what you would do
Would you smile me back or pinch me in my arm?

With a huge shock, I woke up, my head on fumes
I hate this waitress destroying my moment with you
I make sure, I gave her no tip
Well just a dry smile instead.

She’s cute but I am not interested
For I already have you.
Thank you God, I am a lucky guy
Blessed with an angel, a real one by my side.

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