I'm using the wrong things to fight what needs to be fought on my own.
I think this depression was always there but it just triggered with what happened between us. Even though we aren't talking you still keep me up at night. I don't really cry anymore but that doesn't make me less sad. I feel alright now but I know at any given moment I could break down.

It's not the worst thing
to be alone
Oh no
the worst thing
is to be around
the people that are
your so called
friends
and still feeling
alone

Don't tell me
that I am too good for you
We didn't take the time
to get to know our demons

Oh
The emptiness
I feel
When in this world
we strive to be perfect
and when people say
that's what you've got
you're still alone
the world is confusing
is it not?

Someday I will show you
all the words I write
and that is how
you know I love you

But it's okay
I am always
only accompanied
by my thoughts