She destroyed herself
Too many thoughts*
She fell apart
Too many little pieces
She fell in love
Too many little feelings
She discovered herself
Too many little stars
She believed
Too many little moments


And
         In
              The
                     End


She was home
Too many little things
That reminded her
of  *herself

(dedicated to my ride or die)
I'm never that far
No matter where you are
Believe it we can make it come true

We'll do it our way
No matter what they say
'cause no one's gonna do it for you

But I
I'll never say never
as long as we'll keep it together

If you're living a dream
and you know what it means
Then you can't let them change your mind

It's the life that we choose
and we still break the rules
but it's all gonna be just fine
yeah we're all gonna be just fine

You and me are gonna be just fine
-S&C

Love a girl who writes
and live her many lives;
you have yet to find her,
beneath her words of guise.

Kiss her blue inked fingers,
forgive the pens that marked.
the stain of your lips upon her-
the one she can't discard.

Forget her tattered memories,
or the pages others took;
you are her ever after
the hero of her book

We live in a world with Billions of people
Sleep under the sky with trillions of stars
Some long to venture but are trapped behind invisible bars

This boy of grey lives each day in a town of blue
Though you just met each other you pray he thinks of you

But this boy of grey has a heart of gold like the rays streched from the sun
Of course it's just first instinct you assure him his journey has just begun

You're a girl of red; revived your own heart when others left it dead.
Unlike the boy of grey with Heart of gold you're actually very bitter and have an angry soul.

Boy of grey with heart of gold
We don't always have to do what we're told
~Alyssa De Marzo

A low-class man with a baby face took a smart pretty woman and made her a disgrace

He charmed her with his words; put her under his spell

Stole the sanity from her children and made their lives hell

Not a finger he laid on the broken kids but every word stung; the torture so brutal and children so young

A teenager already empty was beaten with the belt. She was confused but he didn't care when she cried or what she felt

The mother was his puppet. And he the puppeteer. The puppet was manipulated and her children lived in fear.

Her words were his and his word was law children try as they might his heart wouldn't thaw.

The puppeteer is poisonous and lives without a care.

He didn't work for anything... He just took what was there.

He lived with greed, the love for money and liked to scream and shout.

He took what he couldn't earn; seeking the easy way out

A loser who played mind games. Such an unhealthy mix. Flattering the vulnerable was one of his biggest tricks

The truth always surfaces. And that is what was done. When justice chased after him all he could do was run

The sky was white and the air was cold
he willingly gave me his hand to hold

we've known each other for years; man time flies
I still get queasy when I stare into his eyes

I matured fast; now an old soul
he's my better half and makes me feel whole

If I trip he's there to break my fall
when I'm in a jam he's the first person I call

I've let him go so many times
but in the crowds, it's me he finds

he knows when I 'm ****** or dying inside
in each other we're not scared to confide

whispers in my ears so softly blown
his soothing voice on the phone

kisses on my neck are sweet

I cherish our hugs goodbye or when we meet

its the little things that keep me stuck
you found me and it]s more than luck

other guys aren't worth my time
I'm so glad I can call you mine

-Alyssa De Marzo

I have a secret
No, I can't tell
I fear the pain I've already felt

Time and time again
I think back to when

My stupid choice had changed my voice

I feel like a waste
I feel like a sin

It's as if heaven's gate is open
but
I can't get in

-Alyssa De Marzo