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Aurianna Mar 2019
Empty Stare and a full mind
Aurianna Feb 2019
Do you feel that spark, every time we touch?
The thunder in my heart?
Do you feel the electricity between us, every time we're near?
The lightening in my eyes?
Do you think about me every second of the day?
Like I do, with you.
Because I don't think I would feel like this if you didn't too.
Your body and your words are always speaking two different sentences simultaneously.
Is this lust or your love?
It's always been you.
That is one thing I am sure of.
Aurianna Feb 2019
I
Will
Continue
To
Love
No
Matter
How
Many
Times
I
Have
Been
Hurt.
I
Will
Allow
Nobody
To
Take
That
From
Me.
Aurianna Feb 2019
A prayer whispered from a child's lips brought out of fear from a little one's heart.
For hopes that her father will beat her mother tonight instead of her.
Curled up in the corner of her closet apologizing over and over for her selfishness.
The screams from outside her door drowning her innocence in despair and fear that tomorrow it might be her turn.
The man who made her call him "Dad" had completely broken down her mother and every other woman who came into his life.
He made them all believe that they are nothing without him and without him they have nothing.
Financial, spiritual, mental and physical *******.
To the women who came around just to leave, leave her with him.
Too afraid to speak up, afraid for their lives.
The lies he filled her head with the first 13 years of her precious life. The man who helped bring her into this world just to make her hate it the most.
The blood on his fists and his breath in her ears.
"You're mine till you're 18."
That girl is me
Aurianna Feb 2019
I don't know where I'm going wrong.
I do things that make me happy.
I surround myself with people who make me feel good about myself.
But, I don't feel good about myself.
I do my best to treat myself with kindness but the bad thoughts won't go away.
I have the deepest conversations with myself yet I can't even begin to express to another person exactly how I feel.
Do I feel too much?
To deeply?
Too carelessly?
I can talk about the things I've experienced but I can not communicate what it did to me.
I don't understand what I'm doing wrong,
when I'm trying everything in my capability to do right.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what I'm doing.
I'm hurting far beyond what I let people see,
I don't know where I learned that,
but I really wish I wasn't like that.
To feel everything, but absolutely nothing at all is a ******* curse.
Someday, just someday, I will be able to smile again for no reason at all.
Aurianna Feb 2019
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