The moment i realize you're gone, is the moment I die.
More correctly, the person I was dies.
Because who I was with you, was something entirely different than I ever was.
When you left, she was put at a stand still.
But as soon as she knows we're through?
She'll be gone.
Sure, I could meet someone else but they will never be the same as her.
She was something I can't describe.
She was a best friend.
She and I got very close but now,
I can't do anything to save her.
I'm watching her die in front of me,
All she says is,
"Be strong. Be strong.
You can do this.
Smile through it.
I love you..
I always did..
He always did."
And I just have to look down and
And say I love you too.
But I don't believe you.
That person will die..
And I will have to bury her.
Then I will grieve.
Then I will move on.
And when I think about her, the person I was with you,
When I think about you.
I'll be a little sad.
There will be a new me.
A me with no one.
Because this time I'll make me,
And I won't let anyone get close.
I'll see the stars but from different countries.
I'll look at the horizon from the top of a mountain.
One I climbed,
On journeys I took,
Because I loved the person I had become.
But losing another person like her will hurt.
The person you are?
Is the only person,
My person wants.
I may disagree with you sometimes but,
I'd still rather have that,
Than anybody in the world.
Because right now?
I don't want,
I want you.
So I'll wait.
Waiting with a girl I love,
As she slowly dies.
No amount of fundraisers
Or spread of awareness can help her.
She and I are waiting,
Waiting to see,
If you will bring her
The medication to save her.
The one drug she needs to save her is something,
Only you can provide.
Wrote this a while back. Happy to have gotten over that.