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 Jan 2015 AFJ
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dead end
 Jan 2015 AFJ
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My parents
Tell me to look upward
To find god
My therapist
Tells me to look inward
To find a cause
So I'm left here
Answering every multiple choice question
With "C guys, I'm fine"
Because it's easier to pretend
That life is perfect
Than deal with the fact that their efforts are worthless
"The snow glows white on the mountain tonight"

It's so beautiful, majestic
Yet a darkness fills my soul
The miles and miles of white
Yet the black is taking control

"Not a footprint to be seen"

No one dares travel this path
That I've traveled for so long
No visitors or prying eyes
To tell me what's right or wrong

"It's a Kingdom of isolation"

There's no souls, no hearts
Nothing here for me to break
Surrounded by the starry night
But I'm doing this for their sake

"And it looks like I'm the Queen"

I control this place, on my own
In my mind and I'm happy alone
I'm safe and secure with not a soul
I'm destined forever, in this place I call home

"The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside"

My emotions rage, my anger I cannot restrain
The dimmed light inside, fades every day
Complete darkness may overcome the truth
And there just may not be any other way


"Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I've tried"**

It's exploding, escaping from inside
This energy, this crazed mentality
I'm scared of what may come out of me
So, in this isolation is where I'll live my destiny
I know... Disney... "Let it Go" by Idina Mendel, beautiful song with truly deep and meaningful lyrics.
I am overcome with Love with each of you are all Special.
My heart may have been broken, but each off you here.
Still there is Love for each one of you unconditional love.
A brotherly Love, that shall never cease to exist, never.
For each of you are very special to me, you are all amazing.
For even though we have different parents here on the earth.
In my heart, we are still brothers, and to you all Ladies.
Each and every one of you all are my sisters God is our Fathers.
So I just want each and every one of you all to know that I Love you all.
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