Mirror, mirror, on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?**

    Fairest of them all you ask? Your question seems unfair.  
    Am I to pick the brilliant mind, or she with pretty hair?
  
    One who stands and fights for all the things she finds unjust?
    Or for the one that gets a second look, the one that all do lust?

    She who amuses you greatly, that girl with the sharpest wit?
    Or the one with the "perfect" body, that a size two would fit?

   She who will stand and take a bullet in her religion's name?
   Or her with no talent, and yet still strives for constant fame?

   Fairest of them all you ask, this is the wrong question indeed!
   You need to look inside yourself to find the answer that you need...

I found myself wandering
through a woods near my home
and I relized that I
for once
started to feel alone
Like the leaves beneath my feet
the rustle was just there
both things present yes,
but neither I really cared

As my walk continued
I stumbled upon a creek
a beautiful blissful babbeler
Winding through the trees
to me it seemed that it was a sight
that few before me had seen
I only wished I had someone
besides the leaves beneath my feet
to share a place so beautiful and so discrete...

The trees they mocked me
each branch had many more
to share the blissful sight
of and eagle taking a soar
and every step further that I took
I realized even more
That loneliness digs deeper
Then your deepest inner core

I've wandered through this woods
Since many years ago
and though I've tried to find someone
no one really knows
what started as just a thought
has consumed where I go
Now I truly understand what it's like to be alone.

I am happy
I love deeply
I see clearly
I hold tighter
I give emotions
I miss dearly
I hope constantly
And I dream endlessly

But i am in darkness
My temper is short
My love is imperfect
My visions are blurred
My  grip slips
My heart is a locked door
My ignorance ignores longing
My hope is lost
My dreams become misshapen

So come my light, fore I need you

And surprisingly,
Your kiss on my spine
Is always enough

We are selfish entities
I am my own demise
For I want you here
Here inside my day
I see your words
I hear your voice

Is that slang for me?
I hope it it is
But then I hope it isn't
I shrug it off
Cognitive dissonance
You're responsible
You're to blame for this
That's ridiculous
Your actions run deep in my veins
Your words play inside my brain
And I try in vein
But to no avail
The game we play
Is never fair

Let me help you
I know I can
You're a strong woman
And I'm just a man
But there's things to learn
I'm sure you understand
We are selfish
I want you to myself
But in the end
I know your full
Of doubts

I see you hurt
But I can't watch your pain
Let me in
Together we'll sustain

in the night
we toss and turn
we battle and fight
but i want nothing more
than your body against mine
than your fingers entangled in mine
than your cool skin against the heat of mine

in the night
we seek a position
we look for comfort
but i want nothing more
than your lips against mine
than your hands on my skin
than your heavy breathe on my neck

in the night
we fight for  space
we steal the blankets
but i want nothing more
than your heart in my hands
than your thoughts in my head
than your words to embrace me again

i want nothing more...
but dear i could use some sleep