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Xyns Oct 2017
If you didn't already know better,
You might mistake me as driven..

If you knew none to the contrary,
You may think I have success envisioned..

If you didn't know otherwise,
You might assume I have will to function..

*Actually, the truth is deservedly frowned-upon...
I tend to possess mostly prescription ambitions..
Xyns Oct 2017
You said "inconvenient"
"Unpractical"

Every small sentiment
Had to be tactical

Rejection eminent
Walls are habitual..

Always "inconvenient"
"Unpractical"

No disagreement
It's factual

Too infrequent
Becoming classical

Solely "inconvenient"
"Unpractical"*

For your convenience
Made me fragile

You're transparent
Hardly infallible..
Xyns Oct 2017
It's no surprise that we've come back..
Deep down, I think I knew ..

From the moment we first met..

..no matter what I had to do..

...

It just had to be you.
Xyns Oct 2017
I felt my heart begin to pound
Your voice had that familiar sound..

I saw you slowly walk up those stairs
I knew I was right to be so scared..

The way you looked at me..
I could barely breathe..

The air was heavy with doubt
Who knew silence could be so loud?

Loving you was always so hard..
..I guess..
*"We're better apart."
Xyns Oct 2017
You picked up,
for the first time in a while

I just had to do this and I don't know why

You say you're busy;
you don't have much time

I only called to say I think I'll be just fine
Xyns Oct 2017
I'm going to take you to another kind of place,
But, honey, you have to make sure you're ready.
I can promise highs without needing to take hits,
But you'll have to hold on tight because **** gets heavy

I know that things won't always be steady
Your shoulders may sometimes carry additional weight..
I'm unaware if you're used to that already

While I confess it has a certain type of mystique,
My story has been extreme; the loads have been hefty.
The waves of life that I get to ride are an enigma..
Will you be able to cope with it when **** gets heavy?

Those lines separating right from wrong get a bit blurry..
Will you be in over your head when things escalate?
Don't come if you're afraid of this getting messy..

You'll be given a crash-course in why I constantly stress.
The few that pass are the few that impress me.
The reward is a loyalty that has yet to fail
So don't lose your breath or fall to panic; **** gets heavy
Xyns Oct 2017
Ugly and disappointing colors are what they're revealing
It's a challenge not to fall victim to the deceptive deceiving
This world in which all are tirelessly scheming

Corrupt messages intended to disillusion our modes of sensory
The laws of this dishonesty are rarely discriminant
The unlimited reach of the effects are constantly consistent
Putting current views and outlooks in legitimate jeopardy

Originality is one thing they've made a hobby of stealing
Dark, ***** secrets require intelligent attempts at concealing
This society in which all are tirelessly scheming

Naivity is an automatic assumption of all that is innocent
You can witness their successes expending minimal energy
The fraud is hazardous; failure is certainly imminent
One would desire that outcome sooner than later, as it leaves recipients feeling elderly
With any form of luck, more will come to share this sentiment

Endless efforts put toward developing façades generally appealing
Aiming to have candor and valor on the knees, kneeling
This reality in which all are tirelessly scheming

Sturdy quilts to shield clarity are woven most expertly
Time being tested passed slowly- increment by minute increment
Blueprints to fool the majority will be, expectedly, intricate
What was the original reality has been altered into a distant, doubted memory

Any and all accomplished legitimitacy sends them all reeling
There's always a "crisis" with which we should be dealing
*Our universe in which all are tirelessly scheming
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